Dear, hyunjin
The forbidden feeling, the unwanted longing, it's frowned upon at our age, especially for us. They say it isn't real, that it's just friendship or simply platonic, but what I feel for you isn't platonic, I know because of the feeling I get when I'm with you is something I've never felt before with anyone else. When you smile, that perfect smile of yours, my heart gets this indescribably warm feeling, when you're upset, your gorgeous plump lips have this etching pout, that makes me want to give you the world. When our eyes connect, I can't help but look at your beautiful eye mole. Every little thing about you brings me unspeakable joy. However, the words that I write on this paper and the thoughts of you that flood my mind will never reach you because I'm too much of a coward to tell you any of this, to show how I really feel, because of the obvious rejection I'll face, so I'll love you from a distance.
—Felix
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Felix wrote this when he was 12
YOU ARE READING
To all the boys he loved before || stray kids x felix
FanfictionFelix was your average everyday A+ student, excluding Korean literature of course, socially awkward, very gay, normal teenager but his life is about to take an overly dramatic turn, when his most precious letters get out. Part of the angst series
