「 days without you 」

vi.

Monday 8:43am 30 July 2018

I wanted to find you and hold you. 

I wanted you to hear my heart.

but I had a feeling I'd lose control 

and suddenly I become 

the only one trying to keep us together.

'I can't keep begging for you back 

and not letting you go. 

I want you to want me 

but forcing you isn't going to 

change anything.' 

(You, Feb 24 10:38pm)

and if by chance you ever want me back, 

you should know that I'm standing here 

with open arms and even with time- 

I hate myself for this but it's true: 

I'm always here for you.

I'd drop everything and everyone 

if you asked me for a second chance at us.