Mine // Billie Eilish

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Billie's p.o.v 

I kissed her. I kissed her and she left me. I shouldn't feel like the victim here. I have a boyfriend for god's sake! I'm so selfish. Why do I even like her? Am I gay now? I laughed. I ain't gay. Nah, that shit is gay. (...idk...) I'm so annoyed. This girl is turning me mad. Yesterday, when she pushed me into the water, I felt like everything hated me. I felt so lost. I shouldn't have felt lost but I did. I wanted to sink away. Into the ground. I wanted to disappear but Q saved me. And that's when the guilt hit me harder than a baseball. I hope he didnt see us.

"God, Kirai. you're making me go mad!" I screamed at the top of my lungs.

Kirai p.o.v

So, I kissed Billie last night. Well, she kissed me. I don't really think much of it. She was probably drunk as fuck like me. Right?

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I got my way downstairs with my head still spinning. I stayed over at Isaac's house. Most people did. The car honks from outside were killing me. Can't they shut the fuck up? I got my way to the kitchen when I saw Q making some coffee.

"Hey." He said when he saw me.

"Wassup" I sighed as I rubbed my eyes. I put my hands down on the counter when I felt Q's hand under me. Our hands were touching and I couldn't feel more awkward. If you didn't know, I kissed his girlfriend last night. He looked me in the eyes and I looked in his. Before I could pull my hand away I felt his lips on mine. I quickly pushed him away.

"What the fuck dude! You have a girlfriend!" I screamed whispered. Everyone was still asleep and I didnt want to wake anyone. Definitely not now.

"But.." He lingered.

"But what? You fucking dick." I slapped him across his face and left a red mark.

"Don't fucking talk to me again." I spat as I took my stuff and left the house in a hurry. I can't fucking believe it. Both Billie and Q had kissed me and I slapped them both. What the fuck is up with these people? Geez, I'm never coming to these parties again.

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(editors note)

really short chapter sorry.