"I haven't told anyone the real story.
Not even him, her father."
BTS is set to tour South Korea, including one hotspot in particular.
Daegu.
Where Min Yoongi, a rapper of the group, left his past lover and something else he does not know about.
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I've been writing this book for 2 years and it's shocking how much my writing has improved.
This is an apology for ANY MISTAKES made throughout my book as I was much younger when I first wrote this. I will try to fix them as I go through the chapters!
Working on designing the layout currently. (11/03/2024)
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It was Sunday morning, 8:30 am to be precise. I hauled myself up my flats set of stairs into my infants plain but memorable room. Every step taking much more energy than desired. Although it was a small flat, it contained many treasured memories hidden deep down inside the cracks of the walls we called home. I stood at the cream doorway, my eyes scanning over the small chest that rose after every breath. My eyes drooping onto the crests of my ever growing eye bags. Lying settled in the bare crib, my entire world lay settled in a soft, warm peace. My lashes meeting as I try to hold back the quiver of my bottom lip. Licking my lips quickly to distract the urge, I glossed over towards the window. Gazing out into the bustling breeze of Daegu. Imagining the golden glow wafting from sweet buns, as the red lanterns waved in the air. I had everything I could possibly need, here in Daegu. However a pit in my stomach festered constantly, deep down in the internal darkness. Ebbing at my insides, a lack of something. A loss of something. Something that was clearly out of my reach.
I can't show my weakness.
"Good morning baby." I cooed in my morning voice, padding my way over to her as her eyes find mine. She gave out a small gurgle to tell me she was awake. Her heart gleaming gummy smile appeared, everyone absolutely loved it. It though did remind me of a certain someone, inwhich is jailed away in the back of my tangled mind.
She clumsly clawed at the wooden bars of her crib. Desperate to be let out, she was one hungry little one for sure. I reached for her, my petite body leaning over the crib as it groaned in complaints. She grabs for my face, her pearly eyes taking in the familiar comforting face of her mother's. Her chubby arms looping around my neck tightly, not wanting to be put down. I took her downstairs into the small kitchen to get our day started.
I lifted her small frail body into her scratched purple plastic high chair, which has definitely seen better days. I handed her a small amount of cereal loops as she can only just eat, more like sook. As I make myself a cup of coffee in my floral patterned chipped mug.
My mornings are very busy. Min-Ches drummed her hands on the flat section of her high chair, causing crumbs and cereal to fly aross the cramped surroundings. I shifted my attention onto her. She was done and now started to wail, tears slowly creeping in the corner of her eyes. One tear escaped and dripped down from the corner of her eye and trailed down the bridge of her button nose, dropping onto her highchair. I rushed over to her reassuring her that she was okay, as mothers do. I balanced her on my hip and juggled her bottle and formula in my free hand.
Once I tested the temperature I sat down on the couch with her laying in my arms. Her eyes red and puffy, her nose clogged and eyelashes coated in tears. She took the baby bottle and lay their drinking it peacefully and staring intently up at me, i felt relieved.
Finally it was quiet, I turned on the tv and switched through the different morning shows. I had to enjoy it while it lasted. A certain show jumped out at me, pulling me in. One of those shows about the gossip on social media. An idol group's name felt rather familiar.
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Show [insert title and poster] BTS Tour
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I grumbled, it clicked why I recognised the group. Long story short. I had a relationship with one of the members, well 'we'. Pulling my eyes away from the screen, I reminded myself of the mental power I hold within myself and how strong I am for living my life and forgetting my past.
