Fish Lips (LokixReader)(Soulmate Au)

Chapter 20

"When I told Thor you could stay for a while I didn't mean 3 months," Fury says as Thor and I come out of the Bifrost. I give him a small smile and hug him. Hugging and Fury? Weird, I know.

"We missed you kid," Fury says as pats my shoulder.

"Lied about Coulson," I tell him. Heimdal told me, the man truly sees all and knows all.

"Well I called him back so he can see you," He tells me. I look at him waiting for him to continue.

"He's probably walking around somewhere. Freshen up and I'll tell him to visit you," Fury continues and I nod, starting my walk inside.

"Welcome back," Hill tells me as I walk through the hallways. I nod in acknowledgement and finish my walk to my room.

Everything was untouched.

I drop my bag on the bed and head into the bathroom to change into a new suit.

"I heard you missed me?" I hear Coulson say when I walk out of the bathroom. He was in pretty good shape for a man who died.

"I heard you died?" I repeat in his tone. He smiles and I go to hug him, something I've needed from him for a while.

"You weren't supposed to find out," he says after we move apart from the hug.

"I'm offended you didn't want to tell me," I tell him as I sit down on the bed. I pat the spot in front of me and he takes his place there.

"I didn't want to hurt you," he defends.

"I've been feeling pain a lot so it'd be nothing new," I mumble in response. Smoothing out the creases in front if me to avoid that topic.

"Wanna talk about it?" He questions.

"Define it," I say.

"It as in your life. The guy who tried killing me is also the guy you love. So something must've happened between you two so far," he explains. Did he not know?

"You don't know...do you..." I trail off sadly.

"Know what?" He asks. Oh fuck...

"Did Fury not tell you?" I ask him. I didn't want to be the one to tell him. He shakes his head lightly and waits for me to answer my own question.

I show him my wrist and he observes it, concern quickly masking his face. My tattoo was fading....and soulmate tattoos aren't supposed to fade....

"What is this...?" He asks, looking hopeful for a positive answer. I couldn't cough up flowers right now because of the pills Ylva gave. It didn't slow down the growth, but minimized the effect of it.

"Hold one..." I mutter and go to the bathroom. He follows and stands next to the door. I bend over the toilet and plunge two of my fingers down my throat.

"What the hell are you doing?!" He panics. Coulson grabs my shoulders and tries to pull my away but I finally throw up.

Since I took it before I came back to Earth, it was still in my stomach. When the previous dosage finished the new one would replace it, until then it'll just stay
in my stomach.

I flush the toilet, gargle the bitter taste of vomit out, and wash my face.

"I'm fine for now," I tell him as I go back, talking the small trash can with me.

"For now? (Y/n) what the fuck was that? You threw up! I won't let such actions continue," he scolds. I roll my eyes and sit down on the floor, trash can in front of me.

"You're showing your dad side again," I tell him.

"I practically raised you like my own, so yes I will act like a dad," he tells me with an angry tone.