Part-7(signing her own death)

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Recap: sanskar thinking Swara is telling him lie about memory loss and thought to play along .... Swara living her life as Sanskar wanted ... Swara state getting bad but Sanskar never noticed her .

Today's part :
May be if that incident that day never came in their life today everyone and everything  would be something else .... Sanskar the ever so loving and caring husband will be fulfilling all the wishes of his princess .... but now he don't even care for her .... the one who would be awake whole night for her cravings will change this much that he will make her drink the thing she hate the most ..... the one who never want to disturb her beauty sleep will change so much that he will not let her sleep ..... he is changed .... the way he said but the change is for good or bad that he only knows ...... he still remembers his and swara's memories but he hate them all now the one whom he used to love once upon a time .

Time passes and one more week with this
Now Swara is 5 months pregnant.... she has to go for her regular checkup ... she always go with one or other maid in one of car given by Sanskar . As Sanskar don't want to be the same Sanskar he once used to be so he always maintain distance from Swara and just have usual talk that to related to babies and he never accompany her while going to hospital ... but he cares for his babies he always ask the maid did she follow routine and also about the checkup and how is his babies .... but he never show it to Swara .... but Swara knows it all and she think that this babies can only take him out of darkness .
Like this one day she went for checkup with maid ...
When Swara went to cabin the maid sit outside as doctor want to do checkup and what she say shocked Swara .
Doctor : I am sorry Swara but I don't think you can give birth to the babies .
Swara : but why doctor ??
Doctor : Actually their are chances that while delivery ....
Swara : say na Doctor.
Doctor : we can save you and only one baby so you have to choose between the babies .
Swara : Doctor can I give birth to both ??
Doctor : yes but then your life will be At stake means your survival chances are 10% if you want both of them alive .
Swara : it's totally alright doctor but I want both babies alright I want to give birth to both babies ....
Doctor : ok but we want your and SM's sign on this form that you want both babies and not the mother .
Swara :ok doctor (she said smiling )
Doctor : Swara you are just a surrogate for him then why are you harming your life for him ??for that person who only knows how to hurt others and he even don't care about you not even 1% so why you wanna give your life for him ?
Swara : you know Doctor I don't have any motive to live life ... I lost my memory and that day I got to know about the babies I got my family my babies but then sanskar sir came and told me I am orphan I have no one and about me being surrogate again I am at the same place from where I started my memory loss I don't have anyone and I don't think I deserve to live here as from the dreams I got where someone doing my Shrad .... someone saying I am good for nothing ... someone throwing me in river .... I got to know one thing from this dreams that I am just a nobody .Everyone hate me ..... you know if one person hate you then may be that person is wrong but when everyone hate you then whatever the reason or situation is you will be wrong somewhere ...that's why everyone hates you .... I don't know what I have done to got so much hatred but one thing i know I am just useless creature as Sanskar sir said so my life is of no use ... but this two babies they are not useless you know they are the one which will transform the devil into human .... they will do it and that too very easily ... sir love them very much and I know they both will bring the transformation I wanted to bring .
Doctor : you think too much about him na ?
Swara : yes .
Doctor : but why ?
Swara : I don't know ... may be some reasons I have before my memory loss and the reasons are too strong that my memory is lost but I am still thinking about him .... may be he have done lots of thing for me .
Doctor : I don't know about your sir but the SM I know he don't know the word helping he is a devil ... he was not this much bad before a year and for a year he was where no one knows but when he came back he is transformed more in devil ... I don't know what happen in this one year which changed him .
Swara : don't expect answer from me as I don't know about my life's past year then how come I know about his life .... but I will give you the papers after Sanskar sir  sign and please don't tell about this to him .
Doctor : do you really think if I tell him about your this decision then also he will get some effect .... then the answer is no he is SM not any ordinary person who will care for your sacrifice .
Swara : May be you are right he will not care about me now but once he will be transformed he will feel guilty and I don't want that so please .
Doctor : ok as you say .
Swara smiles and left from there . After going home she is again busy in her thoughts and the same routine . Sanskar came back and asked the maid about swara's checkup and her reports .... aunt tell doctor ask her to meet again in this week and her reports are alright . Sanskar nodded and went from there .
After dinner Swara went to Sanskar room she knocked on the door and Sanskar asked her to come in and she make him sign the papers given by doctor .
Sanskar: come in
Swara came inside
Swara : sir .
Sanskar look at her and asked .
Sanskar: do you need anything .(as it's the first time in these months that Swara came to his room he is thinking what must be reason she came here .... is she gonna end her acting ?? But that she only can tell )
Swara : yes sir ... actually doctor said to take your sign on this file .
Sanskar : what's this ??
Swara : it's my reports and the form contains all the information about me and they want to submit it so they can give me my delivery date and before one week of delivery date they want me to get admitted in hospital so they just need your signature on the papers for the proceedings and operations cost .
Sanskar : ok I will read and sign ( what's going on in her mind .... why she want my signature on this papers ... something is not right I have to find out .)
Swara : ok
Sanskar read all papers but didn't find anything unusual so he signed and talked to the doctor also she also said the same things said by Swara .next day he give the papers to Swara .
Swara go to hospital and submitted the papers .
Doctor : didn't he get doubt ?
Swara : he did but I putted a paper on I.e. babies .As it states that "on due date if we have to save the babies and mother we will save any two I.e. babies" (Sanskar only read till any two )
Doctor : Swara I think you should think once more .
Swara : I already take the decision doctor and thank you for helping .
Doctor smiled and Swara left .

After one month
Swara was sitting in room . Sanskar came there and asked her to get ready as they have to leave for temple .
Swara get ready and go with Sanskar .they were going to a temple ... Sanskar stopped believing in god but for his babies well being he can do so ... there he arranged a hawan for babies well being .they reached there and completed the ritual and while going back Swara was not feeling good and headache was happening . She was not showing Sanskar but all of sudden she fainted .. on seeing this Sanskar got worried and take her to the nearest hospital .... (it's the same hospital where Ram and Priya bring Swara during accident and she was coming to this hospital only before going with Sanskar )
And he asked for doctor ... the doctor who was seeing Swara case came and got shocked on seeing her .
Doctor : Swara .
Sanskar : how do you know her?
Doctor : why should I tell you and who are you that I tell about her to you ?
Sanskar : I think you don't know me .
Doctor : are you some Famous personality that everyone should know you ?
Sanskar : that I don't know but yes people say so .
Doctor : who are you ?
Sanskar: SM
Doctor: (afraid of him ) SM I am sorry sir . I never saw you .
Sanskar : ok now can you treat her .
Doctor : yes .
Doctor take her emergency ward and after checkup he said to Sanskar.
Doctor : I have already said to Ram and Priya that they should take care of her... firstly she is weak and upon that pregnant and that memory loss is also giving her stress .
Sanskar : memory loss ??
Doctor : yes . Actually about 4-5 months ago she met with accident and Ram and Priya saw her on time and bring her here else she will not be here today ... and in that accident she lost her memory But she got to know she was pregnant and that was the only happiness in her life ...but some months ago they told me swara's husband came and take her with him ... I was happy for her ... but now I think ..
Sanskar : what you think ?
Doctor : she is getting stressed and her condition is getting worse day by day and there are even less chances of her giving birth to babies .... out of three someone will die if this continues
Sanskar : is their any way to save her ??
Doctor : yes you can make her happy and stress free .... as her due date still have time .
Sanskar : Thanku Doctor .
Doctor was shocked by hearing the word Thanku from the great SM as everyone knows he never use these words ..


What will be Sanskar reaction on knowing the whole truth which he was denying till now ??

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