Memory loss (swasan)✅

Part-17 (His pain )

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Recap: Swara in labour pain . Swasan rushing towards hospital and Sanskar knowing about Swara signing her death .

Today's part:

Sanskar was sitting in the hospital corridor . He was  devastated. He keeps on crying and cursing himself for behaving so rude with that innocent soul that she thought to take away her life . She thought about him. The person with whom he behaved so badly she signed her death to make him happy but who knows that thing makes  him the saddest person. What he will do without her ?? There is no meaning to live without her . Will he able to survive without her ?? What he is gonna do ?? All the things keep on revolving in his mind . And with each passing second he is only praying for her to be safe .
But she have to be there for him ,for the babies , for his love .
She said him even promised him that she will give this relationship a chance . So she have to complete her promise . Now only everything started getting alright and she want to go away leaving him all alone in the world of darkness from where she only take him out that too two times and she knows if he goes there now he will never come out from there . So she have to be here with him . He need her . The babies will need her .

They have to fulfill her bucket list . He want to fulfil all her wishes . So she can't leave her . She can't . She have to fulfil all those promises she made with him . They have to go to their family also .she wanted to meet her . She was very excited . Don't she want to meet them now .all those words of her keep on revolving in his mind

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Swara: Sanskar I want to give this relation a chance and promise me you will be like this always.
Sanskar : I promise but please always be with me .
Swara : yes I will .
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Swara:Sanskar I want to meet my family they look so good na and I love joint families so many people all together and they all will love me na?
Sanskar : yes Swara they will love you and we will go to them soon .
Swara : but when ?
Sanskar : when you deliver the babies then .
Swara : why ??
Sanskar : Doctor said no travelling .
Swara : ok. But we can tell them na on phone .
Sanskar : no we will give them surprise .
Swara : you are bad . But I will love your idea . It will be so surprising and exciting when they will see the babies and they will got so surprised and that look on their face I can't miss them .
Sanskar : oh but sometime ago I was bad na .so we will cancel the plan.
Swara : no you are good very good and I really want to see that shocked and surprising and that different emotions on their face .i can't miss it .
Sanskar : ok we will see together .
Swara : yes together .
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Swara : Sanskar see we will design our babies room something like this .
Sanskar : yes they are good .
Swara : and we will decorate it with our own hands and we will teach them speaking by showing this pictures and we will tell them stories .
Sanskar : you have make a long list .
Swara : yes and I will tell you everything.
Sanskar : yes you can tell but now rest.
Swara : no I will tell now what if you need it .
Sanskar: you will be there na for helping me .
Swara : but .
Sanskar : but What ??
Swara : if I went somewhere.
Sanskar ; then I will come behind you.
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Swara : Sanskar see na I am looking fat na .
Sanskar : no you are looking cute .
Swara: then when I will deliver babies I will not look cute .
Sanskar : (hugging hug from back): no you will look more cute .
Swara : how can you say this ??
Sanskar : you see yourself .
Swara : yes we will see .
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Swara : there must be some happy moments we had been shared so you can show me that moments by recreating them or from pictures choice is yours .
Sanskar : It's not good idea for recreation as babies are there and if they get hurt no so I will show you the pictures .
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Swara : Sanskar what name we will give to our babies ?
Sanskar: that we will thought after seeing them na .
Swara : ok . I am so eager to give names to them.
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Doctor :you can about the babies gender that they are boy or girl as they are twins . Do you wanna know.
Sanskar : no we want it to be surprise .
Swara : that they will disclose on their entry .
Sanskar : yes .
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Swara : Sanskar you will always be like this na ?
Sanskar : yes .forever.
Swara: after babies also .
Sanskar : yes you will see yourself .
Swara : ok let's see .
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Sanskar pov:

You have so many dreams ... so many things are there you want to do why you wanna go without fulfilling them??  You want to see those faces of our family na . How will I face them all without you ?? Don't leave me na Swara please don't leave me . I want to surprise them all with you .I can't face them without you. I can't

You want to test me na that i will be like this or not . Please test na whatever the result be please stay to see that .

You want to see na who will be our babies girl or boy . You wanna give them name. You want to tell them stories to teach them to speak , to walk . Why are you going leaving me ?? please be here with me . We will do that together . We will fulfill all your dreams . Please don't leave me . Please .... we will make our babies as you want . I will hear your every rant but please don't leave me . The babies will be in your team and you will win on me . But please don't leave na .

You toh wanted to see when you look more cute will you leave without seeing that only .
You want to live in joint family . you want to give a chance to this relation . will you leave me when everything is going to be alright please Swara don't do this me . I will not be able to live without you . I will die .please don't do this please stay na . Please you are the only hope I have . Please na .
I know I am very bad I don't deserve you but please you don't become like me na . You are toh good na . You help everyone na you forgive everyone please forgive me also please na Swara don't do this with me . Please stay with me please .just one chance I will not do anything bad I will the best husband and the best father but please don't leave me I can't be the best without you. I will not be able to do anything . I can't do anything without I can't

Pov end .

He was crying and blabbering all the things to himself. Saying all this things he fainted.
He need her very badly . As if she is last hope for him to be alive . The last reason for him to be here. May she be with him to make him alright but who knows what destiny stores for them .

Will Swara survive to fulfill her promises?? Will Sanskar's prayer be heard ?? What happen to Sanskar ?? Why he fainted ??

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