Will you still love me the same

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Bata palang ako i can feel that no one loves me, ive been thinking that life is so unfair to me. I dont have faith anymore in HIM in short i was lost i felt that im a useless person. At the young age i experience how hard it is to lived. No one seems for me when i need a shoulder to cry on, no one seem to be there when i needed someone to talk. I was alone.... yes it was hard but i keep on finding my self a happiness that i think i deserve. I was the only one who finds a way to smile when tears starts to fall. I was the one comforting my self when i feel that im nothing. People around me may see me as a happy kid, the jolly one, and a friendly one but no one knows the pain that i have. No one has the courage to ask me how i am. At the age of 4 i was staying with my aunt's house until my uncle got me from her because he needs someone to take care of his daughter. At my young age i was the one who is looking at my 1 year old baby cousin everyday her mom is mad at me, what did she want to expect?, im just a 4 years old kid i must be enjoying life playing outside rather than taking care of a baby. By the way my name is Maria Deanna Izabella Wong a girl with a dark life before, a girl seeking for a true love.

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I was grateful to God having a life like this. My family loves me they provide everything that i want. But unlike the other kids im a silent one, i was just active when im playing with my playmates but not with strangers. I'm the first in the family ah uh hmpp actually first daughter and first grand daughter to the both side of my parents. I got what i want, my other aunts call me spoild brat, well what can i do my other aunt spoiled me so much. What to ask for more.... uh i think nothing, because for me this life is the best. By the way my name is Jessica Margarett Galanza a girl without nothing to ask for.