Pheobis's Journal

Entry 3

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Nectar had cut both of her talons by accident and she says it's because she was crying and got distracted. . . Well I guess if you're snooping in my journal you probably know what she said she was crying about.
She cut both of them by (and here's how she said it) accidentally cutting the talon she was holding the star moss with while cutting it by holding the knife in the other. She dropped the knife, tried to catch it, caught it by the blade, and finally dropped it again so it hit the ground.

She knocked over the small pot of star moss at some point in her cutting herself with the knife, but I picked it up and washed it off, I didn't let Nectar wash off the star moss because well. I frankly don't want blood on my dinner and she was still bleeding and sobbing.

I boiled it rather than frying it or grilling it or so on. It made it seem like goo afterwards. Though it now looked like algae it still tasted good! Which I'll have to remember if I ever want to cook that again. That was essentially how yesterday went but Nectar isn't calming down at all, she's panicking and sometimes I feel like I have to be the adult now. She needs time to heal too, and not just physically...

I don't know if I'll be able to go with Ares and Glossamer today if they come and try to get me to go with them, because my mother's injury. Nectar says it would be fine, but I can't let her go to work like this because she keeps limping oddly and I can tell she hurts. I guess it might be ok because her job is basically to sit and look nice, she wouldn't be putting any strain on her talons and wouldn't injure them more. But... then there's the sobbing and I can't even get a word in. It makes me want to cry too.

She probably wouldn't look very pretty in the Hivewings eyes sobbing like that. So therefore she can't do her job anyway.

Wow reading over that the whole thing seems rude. But still that whole ordeal was yesterday, doesn't mean she's not still crying.

Oh knocking on the door, it must be Glossamer and Ares again. I'll go see if they can get clean bandages for Nectar while I try and console her.

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It wasn't Glossamer and it wasn't Ares.
It was Helix's mother. Who is a complete jerk. And I had to talk to her today which was sooo fun; I'm writing this as she talks to my mom in the other room but this is what's happened since I opened the door.

She already looked bored with being here waiting two seconds at the door. She was wearing about three necklaces and this weird thing around her horns. But she looked bored and tired. She asked if this is where her servant was, the red one, the silkwing.

Oh Clearsight, they don't even know Nectars name. But fine I'll give them the benefit of the doubt and say she couldn't remember it at the moment because she looked tired like she was tired standing at the door like that. I asked if she'd like to come in though I wanted to slap her right there at the doorstep. She stated that if Nectar wasn't here she'd try again at another house and even now I'm wondering how many Silkwings she bothered to try and get Nectars attention or get her to come to work.

I said no Nectar is in fact here and she's my mother.

She said oh! Your Nectars daughter you must surely know my name.

Three moons I hate her so and even though I hate her I do feel slightly rude saying my next bit, I feel like I snapped at her but I also feel she does deserve to be snapped at. If she reads this for some reason... well IT WAS YOUR FAULT I YELLED, and IF YOU ACTUALLY HAVE BEEN PAYING ATTENTION DEAR HELIX'S MUM; MY FATHER DIED RECENTLY!! SO DON'T CONTINUE JERK FACE.