Can't let go

Trust and believe

Joslin POV

It's been a few days since I broke up wit august and I'm feeling able to see him one last time.im being pretty strong About this cuz Lloyd's helping me.i love him man he's a great help. he took Mel today and I texted august

To Neva end😍💘: Meet me at the vibe lounge at 6

Neva end😍💘:Yess!! ok babh really sorry plAese forgive me.

To Neva end😍💘:Ok, see you there.

It's 4 now so I get ready in a cute black mid thigh dress with gold here and there.i put on some black red bottoms and some gold jewelry I wear my regular hair in bouncy Marilyn Monroe curls. With black lipstick and walk out the house a t 5:30. here goes nothing.

August POV

As soon as she texted me last I jumped in the shower and out in my black button down shirt with my gold chains and my Rolex and my black pants and the concorods and head out at 5:55. I feel like nothing without her I can't even believe I did that. I mean I love joslin. and I shouldn't be doing the things I'm doing to her I just don't know how to get her back cuz I know and I mean I KNOW that Jo means business right now and I ain't getting into all of that. cuz Jo be scaring the mess outta me no. she a real NOLA blood mane. I pull up and hop out and get us a table. as I sat down The host get On The mic.

"How y'all feling?" He asked

"Good , good I got a Guest who want to sing song. so please give a warm welcome to JOSLIN HILL!"

WTH? she still sings?

"Hey y'all . this goes out to the love of my life ." she says smiling

I smile then She starts singing and I fades away

The crowd goes wild and she sings her heart out.

When we were together, I held you down

I gave you all of me, but look at us now

Thinking of all your excuses, but they don't add up

Now it's so easy to see you don't deserve my love

You pushed me far...you brought me to this

You had my heart...but then you blew it

And I'm so over you, go get lost

Boy who do you think that you are

Trust and believe me, you're gonna need me

Trust and believe me, she'll never be me

And I'm so over you

Go get lost

Boy I don't know

Who do you think that you are?

You look so foolish

With my best friend

And she ain't no better than you

She's a 3, I'm a ten

So why are you calling my phone

You ain't got nothing I want

Thought we were really in love

But that was all a front

You pushed me far...you brought me to it

You had my heart...but then you blew it

And I'm so over you, go get lost

Boy who do you think that you are

Trust and believe me, you're gonna need me

Trust and believe me, she'll never be me

And I'm so over you

Go get lost

Boy I don't know

Who do you think that you are?

How dare you try to clean it up

Boy please just stop it now

Don't make a sound

Cause you

You pushed me far...you brought me to this

You had my heart...but then you blew it

And I'm so over you, go get lost

Boy who do you think that you are

Believe me, you're gonna need me

Trust and believe me, she'll never be me

And I'm so over you

Go get lost

Boy I don't know

Who do you think you are?

I'm so over you

Go get lost

Who do you think that you are?

She sung her hearts out.

The song ended with no awwwws anymore just awkward claps. and a confused august.

"I love u now and forever more. I have always loved you. and always will. you are the love of my life and the only man I want In my life. the only one that I want next to me. but you are also the one that brings many smiles to face but more frowns. I have been there for you through thick an thin. How does you think it makes me feel? that makes me feel that she got something that I don't. she got something that you found more interesting than you did in me.it means that I was stupid.but I was dumb enough to take you back and bring you into. my daughters life. But I didn't care cause I love you unconditionally no matter what people said. cause you was all I needed . all I could ever ask for. All I wanted was you.but obviously that wasn't enough for you. I wasn't enough for you. so to you baby. for showing me that you will never give me the love and respect that I deserve. I love you august to the death of me." she says wiping tears and leaving the stage.

The whole joint is quiet. you could hear.a pin drop. then every body stared talking and i put my head I my hands. after a couple minutes I feel a tap I my shoulder. and I look up and it's Joslin. she crashes her lips into mine. with the most passion, lust and love I've eve got on. and she let go.

"A souvenir to last us for the rest of our years. cuz this will be the last time you will ever see me. don't call me unless it about Mel. don't say anything to me ever again. august I swear if I ever see you again it will be too soon."

She held my hand and kissed it and the only woman I will ever love walked away from me forever.

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