Can't let go

Fall out

Joslin POV

After my little meltdown.they made me wait in the waiting room with everybody else until he calmed down from his seizure and was peaceful. The nurses kept trying to help me with my head but I didn't want any treatment. I didn't want anybody helping me when they can be helping August.

"Hey,hes gonna make it" Travis says touching my arm

"I know he will." I say weakly smiling at him.

"Then why you so tense." he asked

"I don't know how this could happen.why did he pass out? Was he dehydrated or something? or was it drugs?" I asked him

He kept quiet

"Is he on drugs?" I whisper-yelled

"No Jo.no.he hasn't been eating tho"Travis said

"Why isn't he eating?" I asked

"I dunno he never asked for food so I assumed he would already have had some thing to eat." he says shrugging

I leaned forward with my elbows in my thighs, brushing my now fuzzy hair out off my sweaty face.

"He gonna be ok" he says

"I hope,i really hope" I say lowly

I look over and see Mel sleeping on Lloyd's lap. he weakly smiles at me and plays in her hair.

After a while I really start to feel the headache and the lightheaded ness I have. I couldn't feel it because of the adrenaline rush I had from all that is going on. But now it really getting to me and It hurts like hell.

"Ughhh" I say holding my head

"You need a nurse."he asked holding me up from falling

"NO. I'm fine" I smile

"No your not jo. you have glass hanging out your head. you need a doctor." He says

I don't move

"I know you wanna make sure my brothers ok. but I know for a fact that he wouldn't want you worrying about him when your hurting. you need to take care of your self." he says

"He didn't take care of himself but he worried about me.so I'll do the same.its not about me travis. it's about.....ughhh i.i.i.i.......i.....ouch"i say holding my eye

"Nurse! We need a nurse!" He yells

"Travis! Stop!!!" I yell at him standing up stumbling .Then immediately sit down cause I felt like falling over.

I see a nurse walking towards me from another hallway.

"August alsina?" A doctor said

I snapped my head toward him and ran to him.

"Is he ok? Is he awake? Will he be fine? Can he walk? What about an concussion? Can I see him? Does he remember us?" I ask in one breath

"Slow down ma'am.are you family?" He asked

"Yes that's his fiancé" Travis adds

"We'll ma'am,Mr Alsina fell due to dehydration and a lack of solid foods.he's had three seizures so far and he could have more." he says

"But is he ok?" I ask

"We are doing the best that we can." he says

"Can we see him?" I ask looking behind him

"Yes you can but hes in a coma and we don't know how long he'll be in it." he says

"Oh my god" I say lowly