The People I Loved As Storms Natural
Disasters
((I saw a post about this some time ago on IG in this page called @9.15pm and I wanted to write my own idea about it too. Go check it the page. It's nice. I hope you enjoy)
Tsunami: Your eyes were the deepest blue anyone would ever see. Your love was so strong and deep. You loved me so much, with everything in you and I tried my best to love you the same but failed. I guess the saying "some people are born to give more love than they'd ever ever receive" was true. You gave me all of you but I failed to appreciate you. God, I still can remember the hurt in your eyes when you realized I'll never love you the way you did. I guess I just loved the way you wanted me; like I was a breath of fresh air, but, your love was so strong, it was suffocating me. And I guess at last, I let you drown.
Rain: I fell in love with you so quickly it scared me. It scared me how can someone be so perfect? We loved each other so much it seemed like it'll never end. But just like how sudden it came and started, it ended and I was left with memories. I could still remember you smile, your touch, your eyes. I remember everything so vividly. But nothing lasts forever. I was miserable , but after a while, I saw everything differently. Your love made everything better. More beautiful and brighter. Then, that's not a lost to me after all.
Hurricane: Maybe it's the way things twirled around you or the confidence in you. Maybe it's how you keep people off guard or how adrenaline rushes through our blood anticipating your next move. Or maybe it's how you screamed 'danger'. You were unpredictable and maybe, that's what drew me to you. You were strong and confident but your love was just like the hurricane, it took me to places I shouldn't have been to. You had a very strong aura and you broke everything around you without noticing. And if love isn't watching your life crumbling down when they leave, then I don't know what is.
Thunder: Just by walking into a room, your presence was felt. Heads turn to your direction. Your whole life, you spent it misunderstood and you said it was fine, you were a piece of puzzle they'll never understand; but I did. God, I did. You loved so hard but when you left, I was left in silence that was louder than anything I've ever heard.
Lightning: You were so beautiful and no matter how much I spent time looking at you, it'll never quench my thirst for your beauty. I wanted you all for myself. I know I was selfish, yes, but you were scared you'd hurt me unintentionally. I loved you to the point of pain and I guess that scared you. You told me you were no good. That you destroy whatever you touch but I didn't care. I wanted you that way. And I knew I blew my chances with you because the next thing I know, you were gone and I was left remembering how beautiful yet destructive you were.
Snow: Just like how soft and fragile you fall for me, I knew I was taking advantage of you and slowly consuming you. I'll hurt you and you'll let me. I stepped on you, used you but all you gave was love, forgiveness and softness. You were beautiful and innocent. You bottled up all those feelings and beared with me because you loved me and when I left, you couldn't take it anymore. Everything was covered in red when I saw you. I could still remember your face, your flawless smile and your touch is all I wanna feel. Soft yet cold.
Tornado: I can't go back to read our chats without my heart hurting. It's been weeks since your colosal damage yet whenever I thought it won't hurt and I thought I was strong again to read them or wipe them out, I find my hands trembling and my stomach aching and twisting in the most unpleasant way possible. You said you liked me and that I was 'your idea of perfect' but then you backed away at the very last minute because you were too scared but it was too late. You were a disaster, a chaos but I still fall for you. It hurts to see that you damaged me without even touching. You weren't exactly mine to begin with. It hurts so much to understand your pain and it hurt even more trying to let you be. I'm sorry, but you've lead me on in the first place and I hate myself for even thinking I stood a chance with you. It is your fault. I blame no one but you.
You tortured me in a way no one has ever and you just stopped talking to me. With no reason at all. You said you won't leave me hanging, but you did exactly the opposite. No offense, but if I could go back to the I met you, I'd have stayed at home.
Earthquake: You were so unstable; one minute you're fine and the next, you were threatening to leave. Your love was toxic. I cried and shook until I was numb yet you failed to notice. You would be silent for a long time but when you spoke, you shattered me so much I couldn't put myself back together. It was scary, you were scary. You scared me half to death and when you finally stopped calling and reaching out for me, I felt at peace. I moved on. I was happy because I was no longer living with that fear of you snapping at any moment. I don't know how or when or even why but when you knocked at my door at 2 in the morning, drained in rain and broken, I let you in again. I was stupid. You were back to destroy me and you did just that. When you made sure I was damaged, you left again. And let me tell you this; it hurts to love you. You still left though, and I haven't seen you ever again after you tore my life apart.
