Him.

Dad...

*1 months later*

Today was Saturday. Shawn and I were sitting on his couch at this house. Watching his favorite movie, Home alone. To be honest I didn't really like the movies. Shawn did, and it was so funny watching him watch the movie.

The movie had ended and we didn't know what to do. "Let's play hide and seek!" Shawn yells as if he is screaming bloody murder. I just smile and nod. Shawn is cute like that. He would always wanna play hide and seek.

"1...2...3...4" Shawn started to count and I only had 30 second to hide. I quickly run into the kitchen and go in to he pantry closet. I shut off the light and pace my breathing so he couldn't hear me.

Shawn had started to walk into the kitchen. "Oh Natalie, where are you hiding from me?" I let out a faint giggle. I think that gave it away because moments later the door swung open. "JESUS SHAWN YOU SCARED ME!" He falls on the floor laughing while I'm still standing trying to catch my breathe. He got up and looked me in the eyes. "Are you okay?" He ask me. "Yes Shawn I'm okay." I say smiling.

Shawn was like that. Not matter what he always made sure I was okay and that I was safe.

Shawn took my hand and took me to the couch. He sat down then I laid down on his lap. He drew little circles on my back as I drifted to sleep. I was almost asleep until Shawn had lifted me up and he had slid next to me.

"I love you Natalie, always and forever!" He said as he pecked my cheek with his lips. We both then started to doze off. This is all I ever wanted in life. He made me feel so safe, I love him.

*morning*

I wake up on the couch. Shawn was still behind me. He is cute when he sleeps. Anyway I got up and went to the bathroom. I had brought an overnight bag, because I knew I would stay the night. I told my mom I was with one of my friends from school and she said it was fine. I got to the bathroom. I brushed my teeth and combed my hair. Them I put on some sweatpants and a t-shirt of Shawns.

I went downstairs and decided to make some breakfast. I got the eggs out and cooked them. As I was cooking I felt some strong arms wrap around me. "Good morning beautiful!" He said as he placed a kiss on my cheek. "Good morning to you too!"

After we ate breakfast Shawn took me home to get more cloths because I wanted to stay another night.

I walked in my house and Shawn was behind me. Cameron was sitting at the kitchen table with his head in his hands. I heard a door open from down the hall.

I see the person and i couldn't believe my eyes. I felt like walking out of the house but Shawn wouldn't let me. "Do you know who he is?" He nods and says "Cameron called last night and told me to bring you over in the morning so you guys could talk." I just stare at him.

I walk to the kitchen table and sit down next to Cameron. I'm in the middle. Shawn to my right and Cameron to my left, and my dad right in front of me. I didn't even want to look at him. In my mind he is the worst human being ever for leaving Cameron and I behind at such a young age.

He started talking but I didn't listen, he didn't deserve my attention. "Natalie!" Cameron say. "Natalie I just a wanna let you know that I am sorry and I know you don't want to talk to me, but please I still love you and I hope we can talk soon." He doesn't deserve my words, Cameron may be able to stand him but I can't. To me he is a peasant.

*later that night*

I was at Shawns again, thanks god. I didn't want to spend another second with him that dreadful human being that I am supposed to call my father.

Me and shaw snuggled up in the couch. Tonight was my night to pick a movie so I chose the Justin Bieber Believe movie. I loved it a lot. And I think Shawn does to. He sings but not a lot around other people, just me. He is so good. To be honest I don't want him to sing in front of people, because I'm afraid that Shawn will go big and I want him all to myself! (Yes I know Shawn is already famous, and I know all yall want Shawn to yourself)

The movie was over and we were laying down on his bed. He had his arms an legs wrapped around me. He told me he does this because he didn't want anyone to take me away from him, which I though was so cute and funny.

All of the sudden he starts to sing 'Thinking out Loud' by Ed Sheeran.

As he sang I start to tear up. I think to myself, "how the hell did I get so lucky and end up with such an amazing boy?"

I start to doze off when Shawn finished the song.

"I love you Natalie, always and forever."

"I love you Shawn, always and forever."

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