Blueface- BxB
Just rain on me. Maybe it will help me solve this mystery of our love. One minute you want me the next I'm looking crazy. Why do I need you around me? Why do I need you to love me? Why is it that your the only one who attention I want?
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Ajmal POV I don't know what it is but I feel stupid. I know if I want to be in a relationship with him. I mean the love that I have for him is triumphing over a lot. But is it enough to keep me around? I just sat up the other night crying because I realize that I can't be what he needs. And he doesn't want to let go of me. But he needs to because he may love me but he will always love Mackenzie more. I mean she is giving him a child. Something I can't do. I honestly don't know what to do. He makes me crazy but I love him.
I am currently about to go hang with PNB at the studio. He is kinda mad at me for flaking out on him the other day. I told him something important came up. But he told me he doesn't believe. I find it funny how he feels like he has the right to trying and make me feel guilty.
I park my car and as I am about to get out some guy walks up to me. He looked kinda sketchy so I got in defense mode.
He said, " You hang with Blueface right." I said, " Yeah why?" He said, " What type of relationship do you have with him?" I said, " What do you mean?" He said, " How close are you and him?" I said, " Why?" He said, " Because I want to send him a message."
He hit the car and the door opens. I turned around and tried to run but got grabbed by my hair and swung to the ground. I got up as fast as I could and got ready to fight for my life. The guy laughed.
He said, " I see we have a fighter."
The others laughed and started walking towards me. I started to fight the guy that was talking. I had him on the ground when I felt the other one grab my hair. I then started fighting him. He was putting up a fight but I wasn't giving up. I then saw that the other two were about to hit me so I ducked and they ended up hitting there guy. I was now trapped by all three of them. They all came charging at me. Unloading punches and kicks to my body. I was now laying on the ground in the fetal position. Crying out for them to stop doing this to me. They weren't stopping and I was fading in and out. I cried even more for someone to help. But no one was coming to recuse me. I finally blacked out and was now I was in this space. I was having a flashback of my life. Life really flashes before my eyes. I had a memory of my mom. When she was healthy and well. She and I used to have the best time. She would take me to the movies or the park every other weekend. She had such a beautiful soul. But it seems she had lost it when she got diagnosed and started getting addicted to drugs. I honestly miss life. I miss myself honestly. I don't know if being with him is causing me to lose myself. I mean did I know myself before I met him. I don't know what I want to do. Do I live? Do I die? Do I fight? Do I leave?
It's all so overwhelming and I don't know what to do. As I lay here on the ground unconscious. I have lived moments and endless time. I try to breathe but it feels like I'm breathless. I'm stuck in a space and I don't know what is happening.
