Rain Down On Me

Rain Pt. 14

Two Months Later
It had been a couple of months since Blueface and I broke up. I would be lying if I said I didn't miss him. But I had to get out my feelings because obviously, he wasn't missing me. He was hugged up with everybody and them momma. It hurt at first but then I blocked him from everything and now I'm able to fully breathe. I even met a guy who does well for himself. He seems like a good guy. I have been taking things slow this time. I don't need to keep having a cycle of guys again. Eagle and I have gotten even closer he really is my brother and partner in crime. Eagle and I are supposed to be going back home today so that I could be there for the birth of the triplets. Harrison (New Guy) wants to come with me. I don't mind it plus Morado the reason he and I met. And she wants me to bring him. She really pushing for us to get together. I am also glad I'm going back home because PNB been blowing my phone up wanting me to work with him. I really can't wait to. I have a clear mind and creative space. I also have to help Morado with the wedding. She has been calling me every five minutes about it. I mean literally every five minutes. She stayed with us down here for a month. She was only supposed to stay for two weeks. But the three amigos had so much fun that.

As I step on the plane I pray. And start to think about if I really was ready to go back and have to see Johnathan. But I have to put on my big boy draws and face reality. Harrison tapped me I guess I zoned out. He had this worried look on his face.

I said, " Were you saying something to me?"
Harrison said, " Yeah I was asking are you alright? You seem a little out of it."
I said, "Yeah I'm fine just a little nervous."
He said, " Well I'm here so there is no need to be nervous. I told you once I got your back whether we are together or we are not together. I want to be in your life just like I want you in mine."

See why couldn't Johnathan be sweet like that? Harrison is a rare gem. He doesn't force anything on me he willing to go at my pace and compromise with me. He let me talk all while being engaged. He became a great and close friend in all of two months.

I said, " You know you are going to the studio with Morado and I right?"
Harrison said, " I don't know if I would belong. I don't want to disturb anyone's vibe."
I said, " You are going to be fine. Plus I couldn't leave you alone with Eagle. He would have you in trouble."
Harrison said, " Yeah you are right about that. How long are you stay or are you moving back here?"
I said, " I don't know yet. I honestly was just going to see how things go."
Harrison said, " What happens if you run into Blueface?"
Eagle said, " He going to be an adult and have an actual conversation with him."
I said, " I thought this was A and B conversation so C your way out of it."
Eagle said, " What is this 2007? Who even says that anymore?"
I said, " I say it and that's all that matters."
Harrison said, " Leave him and his old slogan along.
I said, " Forget both of you. I'm going to sleep."

2 Hours Later
I finally back home and it feels weird. I had Morado send one of her cars to get us. You know she a rich girl now. I saw the car pull up and Morado trying to get out. Harrison was first to the car to help her out. By the time Eagle and I got to them, she was leaning on the car.