Ajmal POV
For the past few days I've been hanging out with Blue. He really is a special guy. He started insisting that he and I get into a relationship but I'm not ready. Plus I rather take things slow and really get to know him. I have a bad habit of rushing things and it ends up slapping me in the face. Done had that happen to many times before.Today I am supposed to be meeting up with Anthony. He and I plan to talk about what happened between us. I actually liked him a lot. But he did a 360 on me when all of us got to his mom restaurant. For no reason he had an attitude with everything that I did. And I know he seen Blueface and me together because he commented. I just want to see where his head is at. I don't like to feel like I'm being push and pulled.
I texted him to meet me at this diner. He just sent the okay emoji. I felt some type of way about it. But I can understand it. I got myself ready and headed out the door. I said a prayer as I got in the car. I started the car and drove away. I watched as people went on with there day. Some looked happy while others looked sad. It's weird how some people show there emotions. You have the open ones. Then you have the silent ones. Like for instance Blue is open. While Anthony can be closed off.
Honestly I don't know what to expect. I guess I just got to let life choose for me. I pulled into the diner parking lot and got out the car. I looked to see if I had seen Anthony. I didn't see his car so I locked my car and walked into the diner. The host asked how many is it and I just said two. She took me to a table and put two menus down. I got nervous out of no where and I really don't know why I got nervous. It was like something just took over me. My phone then vibrated and I look to see who it was. I thought it was Anthony telling me he was here but wasn't him.
Message
Unknown- "You looking mad good today. Wish could've had my shot with you."
Me- "Who is this????"
Unknown- You would know if you turned around."I turned around slowly only to see Reed. He was one of my close friends. His family had to move away due to financial issues but I always said that he was the one for me. He and I made a pact to always be friends no matter what. But things between us took a rough turn when he moved. The two of us got into a nasty argument and haven't spoke since. It happened when I went to visit him.
Flashback Starts
I was packing my bag getting ready to head to the airport. Reed and I had hung out all day. He and I went to the movies, waterparks, and ate. I didn't really want to leave but I had to because I had school the next day. Reed was currently sitting on his bed playing the game. I just stared at him the whole time. I had put my last piece of clothing into my suitcase. Reed puts the game controller down.He said " Can I ask you a question?"
I said " Yeah go head."
He said " Did you and Hendrick have sex."
I said " No I didn't have sex with Hendrick. Where did that come from?"
He said, " What do you mean where that come from I'm hearing everybody talk about it. I'm in a whole other state and I'm still hearing about it."
I said, " So you believe that I had sex with your other best friend?"
He said, " I don't know what to believe. You and I have been apart for a couple months and you're not the person I used to know."
I said, " So you are telling me that since I'm not the same person. Since I am more mature and choose to grow up. That I am just some random 304. Is that what you are telling me?"
He said " I honestly don't know what to say because with you. I could say something and you take it as something else you. So you can think what you want. I'm not going to continue to talk about it."
I said, " And you always seem to want to back out of something and not reveal how you really feel. Like you can't be honest enough to tell me how you feel. Also why are you just now bringing this up. I've been with you all week. If you felt some type of way about it. Why not address it when I first came."
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Rain Down On Me
Fiksi PenggemarBlueface- BxB Just rain on me. Maybe it will help me solve this mystery of our love. One minute you want me the next I'm looking crazy. Why do I need you around me? Why do I need you to love me? Why is it that your the only one who attention I want?