Rain Down On Me

Rain Pt.11

Ajmal POV
2 months later

Things between me and Blueface have been going good. I've been a little distant from him lately though. It's something he is not telling me. He knows I know he not telling me something. I can tell by the way he looks me in my eyes that he scared of something. I just hope he mans up and tells me what it is.

I am currently with Morado shopping for the babies. She goes to find the gender of the babies today. I can't wait to meet my god babies. I know Morado is excited she going to be a mom. She still haven't told Eagle that she is pregnant. She really been avoiding hang out with him. And I know he feel some type of way about it. I don't know why she just don't tell him. But hey that's there problem not mine. I got my own issues to deal with.

My phone started to ring and I looked down at it to see that it was Blueface. I debated on whether to answer or not. I decided not to because I didn't really feel like talking right now. Morado seen that he was calling and just shook her head.

I said, " What?"
She said, " What is it now? Why you ignoring him?"
I said, " No reason I just don't feel like talking right now. I'll call him back later."
She said, " I know you and that means I know what is up with you. You are lying. Why aren't you answering his calls?"
I said, " I don't know I just don't know what is going on. He being distant lately. I feel like he is hiding something from me."
She said, " And you know when you feel that way it is most likely true. But what could he be hiding from you?"
I said, " I feel like it has something to do with Mackenzie."
She said, " I hope she isn't pregnant and it's his baby."
I said, " I wouldn't doubt it. He did sleep with her when I ignored him the first time."
She said, " So technically he cheated on you."
I said, " Yeah technically he did but I'm not to worried about that. I'm trying to figure out if she pregnant is it his."
She said, " Are you prepared to deal with him if it is his. Would you be able to accept that child as your own. If not than you have to walk away now. Because he never going to choose you over his child. Plus you won't want him to."

She knows me so well. And so she made me think. Would I be willing to accept that child as my own. If the child had of been by someone else other than Mackenzie then I would want to accept the child with open arms. But it's not it's by someone who he been with and admitted to loving that person. So the chances of the two of them getting back together is high. I don't know what to do about the situation because it hasn't been confirmed. I don't really know if she is pregnant by him or not. I thought she was dating a basketball player. She might not even be pregnant. It might just be my mind jumping to conclusions. I don't know what I am going to do. Maybe I'll just call him and talk to him. I just don't know if I'm ready to hear it come from his mouth.

Morado said, " Hello. Can you come back to Earth please?"
I said, " I am I was just thinking."
She said, " It's not to late for you to walk away. Your only six months in the relationship."
I said, " Actually it's been seven months and I don't know if I could walk away from him that easy. I mean he literally has my heart in his hands."
She said, " Well you either get your heart back now or keep loving him through whatever. I'm not going to tell you what is best for you because that's not my job. My job is to be there for you no matter what. Your my brother and best friend so if he hurt you I'll cut his dick off for you."