high school emotional trauma(HSET)

episode 6

Three years gone, three academic sessions gone ,I was in the senior secondary school class 1 (Ss1) ,I really kept my promise ,I had not dated ever since that ugly experience three years ago.
     Joy received a call from her parents ,she was to leave the school after the first term ,she was relocating to France, damn my best friend is leaving!! ,what am I supposed to do,I cried my eyeballs out, Joy cried more than I did,like who was leaving?
  "I'll miss you so much babe" she said.
  "Joy ,so you're seriously leaving me here to suffer alone, I love you ."
   "I love you too,we will have to make this last days count."
   If I must say ,I wasn't really happy Joy was leaving the country ,I was really not happy for her,because she would be leaving me here alone !
  I called home and told my mom that I wanted to leave the boarding, I wanted to be a day student, she accepted saying she thought about that because I was losing weight.
     After the term Joy and hugged each other with tears on our faces ,my sister was going ,she gave me a friendship pendant and a book and said I should never forget her. That was going to be very hard,because she was going so far.
When we arrived home ,my mother and I went for a school search and we found a school - Premier highschool,
The guys there were so cute ,when I arrived for the orientation ,the guys were looking at me ,I spotted a cute fine guy,he was staring at me so much  ,after the brief orientation I went with the teacher to my new class,I must say the students were happy to have me ,they were murmuring and looking towards my side.
   "Was it the first time they are having a new student?" I said in my mind .A student walked up to me and said:
  "Hello,what's up ,I'm Priscilla, nice to meet you, what's your name?"
  "I'm Adanne, nice meet you ."
I brought out my hand for a handshake ,and she hugged me,was this the start of an unending friendship.
  During break that day a guy had walked up to me ,he was tall and had cute dimples ,he was so fair, before he walked up,I had stared at him for the better part of the lessons.
  "Hi,I'm jiggy ,you're the new student, you act like you do not talk ,don't be scared we don't bite ,we're all friends ."
    "I do talk ,I'm just trying to study everybody, you know I'm new,it's not my fault." I said smiling
Jiggy and I talked much and he made me laugh ,he came to my corner everyday ,he made me laugh ,I was beginning to fall for him,
"What if I visit you? Where do you live,I want to come over." He said jokingly
    "Come for what? "
  "Ah,it's not fight oo, I want to visit na!"
   "Oh,there's no problem with that,I live at  Mike Miller estate ,house number 27."
   "No problem ,I live at the estate by the right,I'll pay you a visit on Saturday."
   I was anticipating his visit,I cleaned the whole house and brought out my finest house wears . When he came over ,we watched a film ,it was a romance movie ,the sex scenes in the movie were so raw ,I was beginning to feel something else ,jiggy came closer to me,he asked me :
"what if I kissed you now?"
I didn't have a reply to that question ,before I could utter a word ,I was in cloud 9,he was kissing me so badly ,I was getting wet ,I didn't want something to happen,I mean the something that happens in movies after kissing ,Jiggy pulled down his shorts as he pressed my breasts so hard ,
"Jiggy,what are you trying to do?"