Billie Eilish :)

𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘨𝘪𝘳𝘭𝘴 𝘨𝘰 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘭

we packed our shit and went to the bottom of the hotel to wait for Asiam to bring his car round. we put our stuff in the back and then did our usual. while we banged our heads to 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘨𝘪𝘳𝘭𝘴 𝘨𝘰 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘭, i got my trust worthy tin of the best plant around. WEED! i rolled up 4 joints for all of us, and made sure they all started and finished at the same length. as my vision started to dottern and it became hard for me to process we were in the car, and my mind began to wonder to . i couldnt wrap my head around why she tried to kiss me when she knew I liked Billie. i'd bang on about Billie for hours and hours in our classes, she learned more about her than about science, maths and English. I lost my best friend but I guess doesn't need her. I have Peep and Asiam. I have Billie, and honestly, I don't think I'll need anything else in the world than that, our fans and my family.

I hardly realised that my blunt was halfway out and it was almost gone. As I reached in for a hit, I looked out the window. Fucking hell did that hurt. Remind me to never do that again, feels like an Ecstasy trip. i put in my ear phones after a few mins, as everyone started to drift off.

-2 hours later

i started thinking of my mum when Bohemian Rhapsody came on. i whispered the lyrcis out loud.
"mama
just killed a man
put a gun against his head"
"pulled the trigger now he's dead" peep mumbled
i smiled.
"mama, life had just began"
"and now ive gone and thrown it all away"
"maaaammmaaaaaa, oooooooooooo"
"didnt mean to make you cry"
"if im not back again this time tomorrowwww"
at this point our whispering became SCREAMING. i think FL could already hear us and we just passed through Kansas.
"CARRRY ONNNN"
"CARRRYY ONNNN"
"CUS NOTHING REALLY MATTERRRRERRSSSSS"
billie starts to wake up, and Azzy just starts swerving along to this front row concert. it took her a few mins to fully wake up, and we fixed that by singing every fuckin queen song. ever. then by the time we got to Mississippi, it was ABBA time. we born in the wrong centuryyyy.

"YOU ARE THE DANCING QUEEN!" peep sang
"YOUNG AND SWEET"
"ONLY 17"
i turned to billie. "like you" as i caressed her cheek.

"MONEY MONEY MONEY. AINT IT FUNNY? IN A RICH MANS WORLDDDD"

"SUPER TROOPER LIGHTS ARE GONNA FIND ME"
"SHING LIKE THE SUNNNN"
"SMILING HAVING FUN"
"FEELING LIKE A NUMBER ONE"

ugh. we are too old to have this much fun. our grandparents are happy with us.

i look at the time. we must have been going nearly 200 MPH or some shit bc we reached FL from CA in a day. crazy. Peep facetimed x telling him where we are, some dodgy car park of target where there were plot holes, blood stains and baggies EVERYWHERE. its sad he knew where we were. within 30 mins, i got to meet one of my idols who brought me and my brother together. he dont know where i am probably, but if i called him and i surprised him with x, he might be happier. he came in the lot with an all black car with 5 seats (literally perfect for me, azzy, peep, billie and himself.) and i almost went into Cardiac Arrest. i leaped over to him and smiled whilst giving him the biggest hug, taking in his musky scent that peep had a little bit.

"THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR WHAT YOU DID FOR MY BROTHER AND I, AND MILLIONS AROUND THE WORLD!" i blurted out that sounded like if a guy was reciting rap god but falling down an elevator shaft (any dazzlers reading?). billie joined our hug, and peep put his lanky arms around us, and azzy came in too. peep made Jah look like a dwarf. literally, Gus is 6,1" n x is 5,6" so imagine gus compared to bille, she only 5,3"! im 5,6" ish soooo, but im still a little taller than x.

i asked x if it was okay if i called my brother, and he said yes smiling, flipping his blue dreads out the way.
i got up his contact info, an facetimed him. i started to sweat.
he picked up saying:
"what the fuck do you want its 5am." i forgot about the time differance. shit lol. it was 9pm here. oof.
"i was wondering if you wanted to meet someoneeeeee" i smiled.
"who?"
i remembered he also liked peep, so i quickly directed gus over here too.
with my fingers below the camera, i started at 3, 2, 1. they were in view laughing. my brother just shat a brick, put it back in his asshole, shat it out again and then sat on it. he started crying, saying thanks to the both of them whilst i started ti tear up, knowing they helped him when my mum got diagnosed, just as they helped me. we had a good 4 hours chat and he missed work for 1 hr but he took the ft into work and got a promotion lol. what a mood :3