Heaven doesn't want me Hell won't take me Left stuck Left floating Left in endless torment Pushed and shoved from one place to another Never fitting in Never finding happiness Never finding a final resting place
Condemned to endlessly drift Searching for a place to fit in Searching for connections Yearning for what will never come For those doors are sealed Sealed behind mountainous walls Endless traps And unbreakable chains
Lost without emotion Lost without ability to care Lost, hoping to find a spark The spark that makes me care The spark that allows me to show emotion The spark that allows me to create connections But that spark never comes That spark died a long time ago A time when caring let me down A time when my emotions were never cared about A time when my friends decided that they were no longer my friends But didn't care enough to tell me Stuck trying to make connections Never getting a response Finally learning that it wasn't worth trying That it wasn't ever going to be worth the effort That ladies and gentlemen was when that spark died
When I learned to never get to invested To never care too much To hide To only act like I care
That spark is gone The person that got invested The person who had emotional attachments The person who cared They're gone and never coming back
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