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10 voicemails from: The Pond

"He-*hiccups* hey Seb! I-you know that when I say I'm over you, I'm lying? Like really lying? Because I'm not over you, in fact, I would love to taste your li-"

"Stupid machine cuts me off every time! Fuck you, machinery! Anyways, I wanted to sa-ay thank you! For the Postmates... for the time of my life... for loving me."

"I don't know why I broke up with you, honestly. Maybe it was just because I knew that you couldn't be with me. You're too... too perfect. I'm not. My father's death got me addic-"

"Hi, it's Elise again! Anyways, my dad's death just like took me into addiction town where I became the mayor. I know you already know that because you were there! You tried to get me to stop, remember?"

"But I wouldn't stop! Haha, it was so dumb. I was addicted to weed, alcohol, and cocaine for six years! Six years... wow. I didn't stop till my senior year of college... but I hid it well!"

"I know it's stupid but I knew you couldn't ever love an addict like me. I told them it was after that bitch cheated for the first time but I left out-"

"I left out our friends with benefits that turned into love thing in college! That was some good sex. Sexy Sebastian. Sexbastian. Lovely crab. You're like a sex god or something... male Aphrodite..."

"You-you know I love you, right? Like so much! I love you 3000! They should make that a line, tell the Russos! I miss us. So damn much. So... damn... much."

"Thank you for existing and being my friend! Like saving me from that misogynistic pig, Trevor. He was an ass. I don't regret meeting you. I... I love you. Like genuinely love you."

"Te iubesc dragul meu... Goodnight my sexy sea bass... I will always love you..."