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Vampire Crisis

"Ladies and gentlemen, with immense satisfaction announcement...

The award for Best Supporting actor who stole the scene goes to...

RATHAVIT KIJWORALUK

"

(Audience applauds and whistles)

Mæ̀, Pax and sister weep with emotion.

Friends exclaim that they believed in the potential of the Kid...

The kid who, during this delirium, plays the wig blouse and the companions laugh.

The kid who did not explain or regrets missing the day before work (at least not for us. For directors, perhaps).

If the kid in question imagined that I'm here rambling through alternate extensions of reality, where he won a trophy for his utter indifference to our almost kiss, would he be exhibiting in the same way?

...

I arrived at the most obvious conclusion of all:

He doesn't want the same from me that I want from him.

I needed to involve more than one person in it. His progenitor. I wandered about rejection and acceptance, but mostly, about a mother-son conversation.

Once between the two of us this conversation will never exist.

(...)

Two weeks later.

The recordings began on the scheduled date.

From then on the little time I possessed, it decreases to almost zero.

Which is great for an overactive person like me.

My friendship with the boys is still full. With Phi Rathavit, my contact continued during the workshop only. For he rarely appears in the starting room. He told me he's focused on studying more to try to get into university next year.

I congratulated him on the attitude and we never got back to the point.

So... Case Closed.

I can't lie that seeing you being considerate to others doesn't bother me. Especially with Bonne. They have a good... Chemistry?

But the same thing I thought about us and now, evaluating with a certain distance, there was nothing in our friendship that was different from what he is or does to any other.

Putting in a summary:

I misinterpreted the signs. They were just common actions of his personality. And I don't have time to remember now, either.

(...)

Today we have a scene together.

Even with the preparation. It's always different to be on the scene. It requires concentration mainly because it is comic.

Adjusting so many kids on the same board is a tricky task.

But P'Andy and P'New know exactly what they want and how they want it.

Champ arrives at the bar table where colleagues are already seated. Ready to drink until they fall asleep on top of each other.

I interact with Peak (Fuse) and sit next to them.

Cut.

It didn't please.

Repeat.

Cut.

It leaked an external sound.

Repeat.

...

I spent a few hours with the softened body on the table, "Drunk".

Wit is also there and is who suggests that Tee(Boom) takes Fuse(Peak) home. And there they will have their first night of love. They're going to record this scene next week and they must be nervous.

But my attention to the nervousness of the protagonists dissipates the moment that Phi Rathavit gives his only speech. Even if I'm kissing the table beneath me, and I can't see anything, I can hear it and it's so...

-Wow, Phi! ... Looks like someone was hitting you hard...

Everyone's laughing at N'Nice's commentary.

-And it was supposed to be different?

P'New asks and amendment:

-Good work, Nong Plan! Great expression of a drunk suffered.

He and Phi "Drunk suffered " Make hi5 above the heads of all of us who are lowered by checking the result on the camera monitor.

No one can deny that the junction of his position at that table with the typical moaning of someone drunk and the expression of pain is extremely... Exciting.

I had already thought that only the voice I heard was maddensome.

But now that I'm confirming the full picture, I'm not the only one who understands:

This Phi can transmit a lot with little. This kid could be a "sugar baby " In some adult movie and would easily make straight men fantasy abt him...

BTW, his quick speech on the scene should be funny. And it became to my eyes a quality material for fetish.

When he gets back down to keep watching, I get up, because I already got back pain. For my misfortune, now I can see him with his back to me. And, as good addicts the house return, I'm staring at that spot.

Everyone is distracted analyzing the scene and will not be surprised that fugitive from the REHAB succumbing to the temptation to bite, even if only mentally, the nape of a certain someone. More specifically, where you find the spot... The measly portion of a whole that had just proved on video that is completely delicious... In case there's any doubt in the who speaks to you. Who covers him by hungry eyes.

Suddenly it occurs to me that I wish I wasn't just acting like a drunk student.

If he would allow me, if he would consent, I would have the greatest pleasure in drinking of him the blood and what else he could offer. Starting by beautiful neck.

This student, half-vampire addict, is thirsty and in crisis.

A crisis called

Abstinence Of RATHAVIT.