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Just Like The Movies

"So I wait for that date

They say it's hard to meet your match
Gotta find my better half
So we make perfect shapes

If stars don't align
If it doesn't stop time
If you can't see the sign, wait for it
One hundred percent
With every penny spent
He'll be the one that finishes your sentences

If it's not like the movies
That's how it should be, yeah
When he's the one, I'll come undone
And my world will stop spinning
And that's just the beginning"

Frankly, I hardly remember which film we chose.

But I convinced him to pick up armchairs in the back of the room. And the session isn't too crowded. All on purpose to have a moment more of our own.

The popcorn is hot and the chocolate is sweet. The ideal climate for the imagination to fly.

When we sat down, we exchanged looks and smiles.

Rathavit is what anyone would call "irresistible ".

I remember the expression he made when I denied his request to pose. So disappointed lol. But of course I did his will. It was hard to concentrate. I pretended that the phone camera was really professional and I made my best serious and intense face.

His cheeks were slightly stained and since then my desire to kiss him just has increased. That's why I chose these armchairs in the background. We need to solve the "problem ".

Lights out. Trailers coming through.

I'm approaching his ear as if I was going to tell a secret, because my hand covers my mouth. And surprise him with a mute kiss on the cheek that was so red and shiny.

He smiles by turning himself and allowing our lips to finally meet. I keep my hand covering our link. I've missed it and it hasn't even been 24 hours since the last time.

I wish I could talk about how much I like it. But the environment is not preferable to talk. Also... Talking isn't exactly what I need right now.

I want to talk, but I can't. And if we were in a place where we could talk, then we couldn't kiss.

What about the paradox?

He's the one who pulls away. How I wanted to ask if the feeling he had is the same. A little agonizing and also exciting. Kissing without producing sounds doesn't seem fair. But we have to respect the place. After all it was our choice to be here: surrounded by people.

I know it's wrong, though. . The forbidden factor makes me even more involved in those lips...

Now he opens a packet of chocolate. And just like in the kiss, try not to make noise by chewing the mini bar.

I don't even want to know. That was an invitation between lines.

He does not have time to swallow and I pull in the same scheme (with the palm hiding what we are doing).

It is the flavor of pistachio chocolate that provides an even better feeling than the previous one. If the armchairs were in "couple style " We would be losing our minds. I can understand that when I try to touch his neck and, without realizing it, my hand is entering the collar of the shirt. He really should make me stop.

OK... I'm going to stop before I get even more...

He's surprised at the shutdown. Gets up in a jump.

-Where are you going?

I'm perplexed. Is he going to run away from me? Did I offend him?

Rathavit stares me in the dark. And pull my hand. Making me stand up. He wants me to follow him. OK... Okay, here we go.

No one would understand why two people leave a session that just started. We're not holding hands, but we go in the same direction.

The cinema bathroom that is usually always empty when the rooms have just begun to reproduce their respective films.

Cinematographic and dramatic, the boy closes the door behind him. Getting his hands behind his back while locks the knob.

He sighs heavily. Like hasn't been breathing in hours. And smiles.

I, who feel a beastly expression form in my face, put our snacks on the table next to the sink.

-You didn't like the movie?

I'm asking myself to be a misunderstanding. Teasing.

-Shut Up...!

And then it's him. Like yesterday. Like the first time. He who pulls me and repeats the position that we stand there on my balcony: with him pressed and me taking control his waist.

Oh Holy Freedom...

The sighs!

He wanted as much as me the social permission to lose it on my lips at the soundtrack of Sighs as tasty as the taste of chocolate that still remains. I'll buy more of it for our next meeting, no doubt.

I swear I'd rather he wasn't such compatible in the wills with me. But it's too late to dodge or pretend it's no waste of time spending money on movies if all we wanted was to be like this. I embrace the waist. He grabbed my neck and top of my back. Producing chills even where he doesn't touch.

The world isn't much cooler when you know what you want and you have an endorsement to want what you want?