MY YOUTH IS OURS EnglishVersion

29 Feel

"The negotiation was made. Now we're in the same agency, Phi! "

Nong Boom appeared excited commenting with me that he is now being brokered by TROOP.

What could I do besides congratulate him?

Since the beginning of production, he's been aiming to enter the same agency as me. That's got great results. I could only congratulate and welcome, after all, he deserves to be well advised.

But I can't avoid a pinch of ironic suggestion in my thoughts.

Some undisclosed competition appears in the annals of this brief history. Where he seeks gradually everything I have conquered. A good contract in a good agency and a good fluffy bae.

Both N'Boom and P'Bonne are great guys. And I have nothing bad to declare about them. Except my mania to see intentions behind every word in every conversation.

Rathavit makes friends with ease. And with the same ease he conquers the mascot space. I don't rarely see him being spoiled by everyone. Part of me is jealous, that's obvious. But part of me also loves watching him interacting with all his sweetness and melting hearts.

We did not label what we have, but yesterday by message before bedtime, we agreed that we will not stay with other people. That is, the current frame is "Monogamous colored friendship ".

It was positive the brief moment of Uncontroling that I had two days ago. Now all know and apparently respect.

We always sat together in the van and ended up sleeping on each other's shoulders. We go to events and shows and it's all been relaxed. I don't sit next to him during meals, because I don't want to surround him too much. Moreover, it is the moment that I can rightly observe how he acts with the boys.

As I said, he is well-liked and treated affectionately by the younger ones. But I know it's different with me. I can't explain the way to define it. It's just like this.

The way we look at each other, it takes a little bit of the feeling I have when we kiss. Although a real kiss hasn't been happening since our first date.

Once and another, we have a "seal kiss" in the bathrooms of the places that we go because of the series schedule. Nothing meaningful.

I've already planned our first day off tomorrow. I look forward to it.