MY YOUTH IS OURS EnglishVersion

BOYS are BLOSSOMS

Since I went through puberty, I know that my attraction is related to boys.

I tried to change (force change) focus. But my morning erections prove that it is in them that I think ... and not in a "comrade" way.

It is not a side of me that my family knows. I am 15 years old and I keep many thoughts to myself. I'm safe with them. It is not as if my parents or the temple monk could hear.

Which is a relief!

Now I'm here in this building, experiencing all kinds of group dynamics as well as "chemistry" because I need to be calibrated when the recordings start.

I am the protagonist, TEE, and I can not be afraid to expose myself and be in evidence.

The directors insist that my partner and I call each other by our artistic names, so that in the season of disclosure comes more natural. Everything is thought for the attention that we will have of the public, especially of those detailing girls, fujoshis.

They don't "lose a thing".

My "war" name is like an explosion: BOOM!

(at least I'd rather think so)

My partner, Peemapol Panichtamrong, is only a year older than me. So I feel weird about treating him in the required formality. When leaving my mouth "Phi Peak", my colleagues mock me. Ridiculous, but I understand and I think I'd be kidding too. The director says that fans will find it "cute" and everything we do from the debut, even before, must be "bad for diabetics to see." Everyshit that is swallowed in this industry 555.

Speaking of my partner, a good kid, actually. He's excited as me to start filming. As nervous as I am, and disguising his insecurities just like I do. So, in this term, our tuning is already right. There are lots of boys here. All are very different from each other, cast selection was well diversified. You can say that it "matches" well the difference in sizes and colors ... hey, what did that sound like? 55555

I am referring to the statures and skin tones of the actors. Making this rehearsal room a veritable garden of boys. On second thought:

BOYS are like BLOSSOMS.

If career as an actor does not continue after this series, I will try to be a gardener 5555

But what bullshit am I thinking now? I'm very stupid. It should be the effect of excess testosterone here. It affects my neurons.

Some of these boys really hold my attention. One is Toey Sittiwat.

That will be the "UKE" of the other couple protagonist. I do not want to be envious, but I wish my partner was him.

No, I do not hate my uke, we've become great friends. But I do not deny that Ai'Toey could be perfectly my "boyfriend" in the series. He is so cute! But Ai'Ohm, as his partner and with whom he spent more time, revealed to me that they have already talked about themselves. And no, Toey is not gay. For my bad luck.

I had that cute, scrawny kid as a possible "fictitious". That was until yesterday. By the way, another boy, equally skinny, provokes me and we fight an intense dispute over who holds the other's gaze longer.

Unleashed by those minutes, an interest sprang up. Now I watch the boy (older than me)

Phi Rathavit, P'PLAN.