BRIANNA JACKSON
I wake up and see my best friend, also my room mate Janice. I give her the 'bitch get out my face' look.
" What hell do you want Janice? You know not to wake me up. " I said, wiping my mouth and eyes.
" Well shit, you was slobbering with yo' mouth open and everything. You was gone stank up the whole room. But anyways, your brother is here and he said get ready. " She said, grinning to hard. She likes my brother with a passion and would do anything for him.
" For what? "
" I don't know, something about meeting some people. "
" Wow, okay. Tell him I'll be outside in 20 minutes or more. "
" Alright. "
She walked out and I went into the bathroom. I stripped and got in the shower. I cleaned myself and got out. I dried off, put on a robe, and put on my make up. I changed into this: [polyvore].
I walked out the door, and went outside. I heard Janice yell, " Bye bumble bee!! "
I flipped her off and went to my brother's car. I swear this nigga ( no offense, just for they story. If you don't like, sorry. ) always had music playing, wherever he was. But I can't say nothing, cause I was the same way.
I open the passenger door and get in the car. As soon as I put on my seat belt he drives out of the parking lot and down the street. I'm used to it, because my grandma drove like this all the time, so do I.
He turned down the music and I sang, " Turn up the music!! "
" Girl you stupid. But anyways your going to meet some people. "
" What people? "
" People I know, my friends, those people. "
" Okay. "
The next 10 minutes was silent, until we got there. All of Trey's " Friends " were outside laughing, smoking, eating, all that good stuff. I guess they were having a barbecue or something. I stepped out of the car with and stuck close to him.
" Don't be nervous. " He whispered.
" How am I not supposed to be? You've known me for the longest and when have I not been nervous? " I said, I was never good at meeting new people.
" Just be yourself. "
" So you want me to fall in front of everybody? "
" It'll be okay, just stop worrying. "
We walked until we were right in front of them. They looked up and all of their eyes went from Trey to me in 2 seconds. I stood there looking the other way, too nervous.
" This is my sister, Brianna. Brianna this is YMCMB, & some other people. " Trey said, like I was stupid. I know who they were. I just waved my hand and looked down.
" What's wrong with her? " Ciara asked. She was one of my favorite dancers.
" She's just nervous and shy. "
" Oh, well I'm Ciara and it's nice to meet you. I hope we can know each other more. "
" I hope so, & it's nice to meet you too. " I said.
Everyone else basically said the same thing, except Blac Chyna. She was glaring at me the whole time and she had a ugly attitude. I guess it was because her boyfriend Tyga, was staring me down wherever I went.
We were all in the house and everyone was conversating. I just sat on another couch, away from everybody, on my phone. I was texting Janice an dtelling her about BC ( Blac Chyna for short. )
Janice: So she was basically glaring at you the whole time, because she was jealous that her boyfriend was staring you down like the best damn eggroll he done ever seen?
Me: Lol, yes pretty much. But I ain't worrying, I don't want him.
Janice: You know you've had a crush on him for the longest.
Me: Yeah, a CRUSH. A CELEBRITY CRUSH. It's not like he would actually like me.
Janice: Then why would he be looking at you?
Me: Because you said I look like a bumble bee and he probably thinks the same.
Janice: Lmfao, that might be it. But really, you are far from ugly and every man that wouldn't want you, would have no taste in beautiful women. Don't bring yourself down because you think you're not good enough for anybody. No one is perfect and you need to believe that.
Me: Aww thank you Niecey. ( Nickname for Janice )
Janice: You're welcome, but you need to go and make some friends. I won't be here forever, but I'll always be in you're spirit.
Me: Okay, Byeee.
Janice: Byeee to you too.
The whole time I was texting I didn't know somebody was in front of me. And I was listening to music, so I couldn't hear anybody. And it was old school. I listen to both kinds old and new. Right now I was listening to Dru Hill.
I looked up and it was Tyga. I smiled and looked back down at my phone. I wish I could believe the words Janice said, but I just can't. I've been picked on my whole life for not being the kid everyone liked. I guess the memories just cuaght up and stuck with me.
" Hey. " He said.
" Hi. " I said back, I could tell this wasn't going to go anywhere.
" Why are you all the way over here? "
" I wanted to be alone. "
" Why? "
" I just don't think I belong here, this is the type of stuff my brother would do all the time, not me. Sooo.......Yeah. "
" Oh well, make it you're yupe of stuff. I'm sure you would get used to us soon....I hope. "
" Maybe one day. "
" So wh- "
" TYGA!!! " Chyna yelled, as Tyga looked irritated.
" What? " He asked, sounding mad, almost ready to slap her.
" Come sit with me, and not her. "
He looked at me and I pretended I didn't hear her. Sure that may have brung my self-asteem a little lower, but I wasn't going to show it. I had a blank face with no emotions. the whole time he was looking at me instead of answering her.
" Hello!? Why are you looking at that nasty bitch and not me!? I'm your girlfriend, not her!! " She yelled again.
They all looked at me to see what I was going to say, but I didn't do anything. I've always had this problem. If I was with Janice or my other 2 friends. There was always another girl who had a boyfriend that ignored her. I just sat there, I didn't need drama. If I really wanted to deal with it, I would. But why did I want to pir out her weave? Or bust her face in? I may be a nerdy girl or whatever but I knew how to fight. I took boxing and learned things from my grandma. She may be old but she'll throw a punch that will knock the wind out of you.
" Brianna........ " Trey said.
" What!? " I yelled. Woah, where did that come from.
" You're shaking...... "
I look down at my hands and he's correct. My whole body is shaking. I didn't know why.....Why did all this anger and confidence want to come now?
I stood and walked out the door to the backyard, I just thought that I needed to sit down and think.....about anything.......
Why did my life change so fast? I'm going on tour with Trey... I'll miss my grandma.....I'll miss school.........I"ll miss everything.....................Why now???
That's it!! FOR NOW...............So.... I just want to know if you like it, don't know much about tours, YMCMB, and all that stuff......so bare with me... Leave comments good or bad, I'll be better at writing if you tell me.... SO bye!!
