Infatuation (h.s)

Thirteen

~Harry's pov~

*A/N this is the same as last chapter but from Harry's point of view*

"I asked you to get me cereal" Luke complained. I just went out and payed for groceries myself, and he's complaining about me not getting him cereal?

"Incase your forgot I just payed for groceries" I reminded him rudely.

"Yeah Harry you did for the first time. Louis and I pay every single week, and we get you exactly what you want."

"You complain so much I wonder if you even want me as your roommate anymore" I said and he scoffed.

"No I don't really want you as my roommate anymore, I could easily kick you out. You do nothing we get groceries, and clean."

"That's fucking rude last time I checked sharing an apartment was my idea. I don't clean and get groceries because I'm not the one eating and making a mess."

"Oh that's right you're never home because you're always partying. I always seem to forget you're the guy who fucks with girls feeling, and drinks tons like it's nobody's business. Let's cut to the point you're just too busy being a selfish asshole."

After Luke said that I glared at him. He knew that what he said bothered me, and he intended for it too. He intended to be the person to remind me of all the rumours about me that are going around, so he's the real asshole. I walked away and went back into the kitchen to put the groceries away.

What Luke's saying is continuing to run through my mind. He knows I'm not an asshole or selfish, I'm a nice guy I know I am. Aren't I? I mean sometimes I question it. Who am I kidding, I'm am a selfish asshole who seems to constantly fuck with girls feelings. Stella was one of the girls feelings I really fucked with. I really am worried that I won't be able to prove to her that I can actually be a nice guy. I'm also not sure how she wants me to prove it. I'm not even sure if she really wants to give me a chance, or if she was just being nice. I've never had to prove myself to someone before so I think she's really given me a challenge. That's ok though because I think she's worth the challenge. Stella seems like the kind of girl who's worth keeping around. I've spent my life pushing people out but for some reason I want to let Stella in. Over the span of the time we've been texting I feel like she's let me in on her life a bit, but I haven't let her in on my life. I'm sure there's more to Stella Homewood then she's told me, I wonder if she's willing to let me in like I am willing?

I began putting away all the groceries, which mostly consisted of stuff like chips, cookies, and food that probably isn't healthy. If you think as football players we keep our health intact you're very wrong.

I looked around the huge kitchen and sighed. I was afraid that Luke would force me to move out. I loved this apartment. For one it was extremely large, and another thing I loved Luke and Louis they were my closet friends. I didn't have many real friends due to the fact nobody was ever themselves around me they always wanted something out of our friendship. I knew that Louis and Luke could easily replace me as a roommate they both had tons of friends. Everyone liked Louis because he was so funny and nice, the whole entire football team were his friends. Everyone liked Luke too he has all his Australian friends that lived in London, he had all of Serenity's friends, and the whole football team. The whole football team didn't like me, they all think I'm a cocky jerk. But to be fair it seems like everyone does.

"Luke" I call his name.

"Yes?" He question sounding irritated I'm speaking to him. He walked into the kitchen with Serenity slowly following behind. When were they not together seriously, I don't think she ever goes home. Not that I minded, but sometimes I did. I liked her a lot as a person, she would never do anything to hurt anyone. At first Serenity came off shy because she's very quiet and soft spoken, but when you get to know her you find out none of that is true she can be very loud and very opinionative. I enjoyed her company when we were just talking she gave great advice, the only time I minded was when her and Luke got all romantic.