THE BROKEN BOY *On Hold *

The Heart Break

Chapter 1

(Flashback)

"How do I move on from this?" I thought to myself over a bottle of pills ready to give up Because I have lost my only source of living, my lifeline, why did she have to do this. Didn't I mean anything to her. What do I do now? Fuck! I can live without her.

"Jackson! Honey are you okay in there, everything will be okay." My mom said through my room door.

But I couldn't focus on her words because the pain in my heart won't leave. I felt like I was dying.

"I can't live without her mom, it hurts like fucking hell" I said through my tears. I could hardly make out my own voice. I have been cry from she took my heart when she left.

"JACKSON OPEN THIS DOOR NOW" my mom yell. But I tune her out. I heard her footsteps going down the hallway and I pop the pills in my mouth that I stole from her bedside table.

There was a loud bang on the door as it swing opening suddenly my parents came rushing in. I didn't even get a choice to take a sip of the bottle of water because My dad broke the door down. Both of my parents stood there in shock. The look on my parents face as they realize what's going on. I couldn't go through with my plan any more. I let the pills fall from my mouth in shame. How could I do this to my parents? I was mortified at my action but I was still broken.

"What the hell were you thinking?son! You would give up on life, over a girl!" my dad said I just starred at him with bloodshot eyes.

"Honey, I am-- I don't know what to say" my mom starred at me blankly.

I open my mouth to say something but no words came out as I just held my head in shame I couldn't meet my mom eyes. I couldn't see the tears and horror as she look at me. I could feel my mom bright blue eyes Spears my skin. I slow look up to meet her eyes and my heart broken even more.

"What type of person am I ?" I thought to myself.

" I am sorry, please don't look at me like that" I said to my mom has my dad just stood there starring at me. Like I wasn't his son, like I was a stranger.

"Why?" That all my dad said.

"Have you ever love something so much you feel like you are dying inside out when you loss it" I said to both my parents because that's how I felt.

" Have you lose your goddamn mind boy! your whole life is ahead of you and your willing to that away over a silly girl." my dad said bitterly.

"She is not some girl just like how mom isn't some woman to you" I snap back at him

"STOP JUST STOP" my mom said

"But --" my dad got cut off by my mom, Has she step closer to me to sit on my bed has soon as she is settle her hand reach out to rub my back in a soothing manner and it really helped.

"Honey, I know it hurts to get your heart broken so young but it will stop hurting one day, trust me! And you will love again." My mom said.

I hug her as I rest my head in the crock of her neck and let the tears fall, soaking her floral blouse as she kept on rub my back comforting me while I cried.

Some hour later I drifted off into a cold, dark and bitter sleep, filled with broken blue eyes cry over a love it lost.

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