THE BROKEN BOY *On Hold *

Asks On A Date

Chapter 11

*months later*

Amira P.O.V

It has been four months since I gave Jackson one final chance and so far it has been great. Even since our first date, we have been spending so much time together, I have really been happy these days. I don't regret given Jackson a second chance to prove himself, he hasn't disappointed me at least not yet. Even though he hasn't put a label on our relationship, I want so much for him to be my boyfriend but he hasn't official asked me to be his girlfriend and I'm starting to think this is just something casual for him.

"You need to talk to him because you guys have been going on dates and having regular make out session and it's just playing with your emotions"  my subconscious remained me for the umpteen time.
 

I don't really want to push him too much but I deserved more right? I want to be the only one he thinks about nothing else but me because he's all I think about. He means so much to me and I honestly am falling in love with him. I love his bad boy repetition and  It's sexy as fuck.

The dreams are getting even more intense than before. I literally get horny every time I see him,  goosebumps take over my entire body. And my mouth get extremely dry.

Jackson is all I see.

I get so consume by my thought I didn't realize it was my turn to order, I was at the coffee shop on campus staring at the menu board. Undecided on what to get. I spend some much time with Jackson these day I hard have time to do anything I want to do. I was completely absorb by my thoughts when I felt a tap on my shoulder. I turned around to see that it was the blond hair dude name Nathan.

"Hi! I haven't seen you in a while." Nathan said with a innocent smile plastered a cross his face

"Let's just say thing have just been a bit hectic, but how have you been?" I asked  then I ordering a triple mocha with cream.

" it's been good." He told me.

I collect my coffee and told Nathan goodbye, he look as if he was having a mental battle with himself. I turned to leave the coffee shop but before i could make it out the door Nathan called out my name and I stop in my tracks and turn to look at him has he made his way over to me. He looked so nervous has he stand before me, I waited patiently for him to find his words while sipping on me mocha.

"Would you like to go out with me, you don't have to answer right away, you can think about it, It's okay if you say no too." He let out a breathe I think he was holding in while he ranted on. He was so cute. And I felt really bad that I would have to tell him I couldn't.

"But what if Jackson doesn't want to be your boyfriend and Nathan is the one or someone that's really good for you!"  My subconscious told  me and I mental too it in to consideration.

"I will think about it okay." I murmur and he looked really relief that I agreed to think about it.

We exchange numbers and I promise to text him. I left the coffee shop even more determined than before to talk to Jackson about our relationship, I really needed to clear this uncertainty so I could official call him my boyfriend.
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When I arrived at Jackson's room he didn't as sitting on his bed while Sam sat at his decks. Chris was no where in sight. Jackson looked really depress and out of it, it was has if  Sam had given him some bad news. I made my way into the room and sit on Chris's well made bed. Chris was on obsolete neat freak.  I still had a very important question to ask Jackson but he didn't look  okay. Come to think of it He didn't even kiss me when I got here, that's  unlike him. We haven't exchange a single word since I get here, we have just been sitting in on awkward silence.  It was really beginning bugging me, it's has if I interrupted a secreted meeting or some shit.

"Jackson is everything okay? Because you don't look okay!" I questioned that sounded more like a statement but he didn't even acknowledged my present its like I was fucking invisible.

"Sam what's going on" I asked has frustration took me captive and Sam kept looking at Jackson but he didn't say a word to me.

"What the fuck is going on here? Someone better start talking!" I shouted as anger seethed throughout every fiber in my body. I hated to be ignored.

"Amira now is not really good time" Sam mutter very calmly.  

What the fuck gives them the right to act so calm after just ignoring me for how long then act all fucking calm, no fucking way. I shoot to my feet before unleashing my anger onto them.

"You have been ignoring me ever since I stepped foot through that door has if  I interrupted a fucking secreted meeting. What gives you the fucking right to act all fucking calm now!!!" I stood before them shouting my head off as my blood boiled. I didn't care if their were other dorm members in the building st this very moment, I was infuriated.

Jackson head snap to the side and he looked heartbroken, something was serious up and I need to know what it is. I completely lost sight of the main reason I was here, my question but how could I ask it now when he's hurting. I care so much about him and I need to be here for him.

"Baby! Please just drop it!" Jackson mutter to me.

I was in complete and utterly shock, Jackson never call me "baby" something is definitely up.

Author notes: sorry for the long wait. This is my first book and so far I think I am going on great. I try my hardest to put out good chapters and if I don't post a new chapter believe me when I say I am stuck.

I would like to thank my readers I appreciate every single one of you guys that took the time out to read my book.

I have never talk about my characters. I  getting feedback the Amira is naïve and I am happy that people of getting the concept of that exactly what I was aiming for.

Don't let Jackson act fool you. He is not what he seem, he is a lover not a fighter. He just forgot how to love. And Jackson is my favorite character. I love me some Jackson.

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