THE BROKEN BOY *On Hold *

"ⁿWhat Are We"

Chapter 8

Jackson P.O.V

"Stop staring at me please" she said timidly but I didn't let my gaze leave her.

"No I won't, you're so beautiful!" I told to her and she held her head down in a shy way. She was stunning and the more I gaze at her, the more I felt the attraction I have toward her try to break free of it's restrains. I quickly nail those feelings down. I can't have feelings for her I hardly know her. I step away from her, letting go of her  and broke my gaze. Now way I'm letting her get inside my heart and broken me even more after she is done with me. All  girls are the same,  Cheating, lying little whores. I will not let that happen again, never will I leave myself open like that, to welcome other heart break. I turned and walk away leaving  her stand against be the wall. Kissing her was a mistake.

I spent the rest of my time avoiding Amira and drinking to avoid thinking about her but even though I avoided her and drink to get rid of the stain that her lips lift on me, I couldnt. Her lips felt perfectly against mine. I Wanted her so bad but I am terrified of getting hurt again I can't survive another heart break but I couldn't help it, I wanted her to be mine, I wanted her in ever possible way.

" You need to stay away from her, fuck the plan you had about using her because if you continue on the quest  she will use you instead." my subconscious tells me in a very demanding voice And I sigh. Why did she of to look like that? Couldn't she be ugly.

I couldn't focus on anyone or thing apart from Amira, I watched ever single move she made, I watch has her friend pull her in toe the crowd of people dancing be in the living room. I watch has she did her sexy seductive dance. Her hips swaying from side to side. She was so fucking sexy and I couldn't take my eyes of her. I felt my pants get really tight and I knew I was hard from watching her dancing. Her eyes met mine and she press her teeth to her bottom lip and give me a seductive look that send shivers up my spine and a soft groan let my mouth. Shit! I can't take this any more I want her. I left from where I was standing and when over to her, I stood behind her with my hands on her hips and she grind up on me. I place a kiss on her neck trailing up to her ear and I whisper into her ear.

" Come with me" I told her and she nodded.

I take her hand leading her up the stairs." Once I fuck her I will get her out my system, I need this"  I thought to myself and my subconscious agreed with me. I lead her up to on empty room and as soon at I close the door, I had her pin against the door. I crushed our lips together and I kiss her hungrily with no passion in my kiss. I trail kiss down her jawline to her neck and I earn a moan for her. She wanted this too. I continue sucking on her neck surely wanting to leave a mark as she tilt her head to the side giving me access to her neckline. I felt her hips moving as she rub against me, turning me on even more. I loosing my grip on her and move my hands to caress her perfect ass, I pull away from her neck to catch my breath and  reconnected our lips again. This  kiss was different, I felt my heart skip a beat and I knew she was getting in. She was getting under my skin but I need her, I crave her.

She pull always from the kiss. And she was panting out of breathe. She try to catch her breathe and I try to do the same my breathing was rapid. She looked confuse as to what was going on. Then she spoke.

"What are we doing?" she ask out of breathe. I only look at her because I couldn't tell her the truth. She would hate me.

" You hate me? I'm confuse? This second your telling me I am Your, the next minute your avoiding me, what do you want Jackson?" She asked with worried eyes.

"I don't hate you Amira and I want you" I admitted to her and she smiled.

"So what now?" She ask me. And I knew exactly what she want to hear but I couldn't tell her what she wants to hear because I didn't want that. I took a deep breathe before speaking.