THE BROKEN BOY *On Hold *

* Confusion *

Chapter 15

Jackson's P.O.V

I pull away from my girl with a smirk on my face I could see just. What I was doing to her I know she want me in every way possible but she tries to hide it so well. But baby girl I see thought you like water.

I chucked and to back my place on her bed and watch her with lustful eyes. I want her, I can't deny that anymore. She is so beautiful, how did I got so fucking lucky. I gaze at her as she rant on and on about this new girl she met and how cool she is and she invited her to the party to night. My bro's frat house always keeping parties. If you want to get shit face drunk that's where you should be.

"Jackson's you coming tonight" Tracey ask and my baby had a hope look on her face.

But I had to burst it because I was feel a party tonight, I was tring at all cost to not see Emma at the school. I knew for a fact this school is big enough for both of us, so I might not see her again because can't pretend with her it we do meet she will see just how broken she has left me. That why a party right now is definitely a no no.

"Nah! I am going sit this one out, maybe next time." I told her and watch as my baby's face fall .

"But why not jackson" my baby asked with a little attitude And a sour look on her face.

"Fix that fucking attitude, Amira! And that face too." I growled at her if she thinks for a second she can talk to me anyway she wants she another thing coming.

She held her head low and fidgeting beneath my gaze. I watch her ever move and I can see just how much it turns her on to see me dominate her.

"I don't feel like going, and your not either Amira."

"What?" She said with a surprise look on here face.

"I know You heard me," I told her sternly.

"I  said your not g--" I try to said but I was rudely interrupted by her.

The resentencing look on her face told the tale of how anger she was,a fire was brooding behind those beautiful eye, I know she would defy me, and I willingly dare her  to, and she will see what I can do.

"You can't tell me what to do jackson!!!" she shouted and my palm twitched, 

Was it right for this to turn me on maybe it's my teenage hormones acting up, but all I knew was going to regret telling her what to do.

" Yes!! I fucking can your mine." I shouted back with equally amount of rage.

I stood from the bed, and walked over to where she was standing by her deck with a furious look hinge on her face. I could see the Strom raging in her eye but I stood my ground. Towing over her like a giant. I grasping her chin firmly between my fingers, I deepen my voice, and leaned   closer to her  and whisper in her ear.

"TRY ME BABY GIRL! I DEAR YOU." That's was all it took to make her shiver.

I turn on my heel and left her standing there dumbfounded,walked away from her. As I walk the hall of the  girls dorm flat, all the troubles left behind before I saw Amira I had to pick the back up. I started  think of  Emma and how I did want to run into here at all.

This was the girl that hunted me day and night. I tried so hard to put on a poker face and hide the broken boy deep inside  when ever I am around people that seem to see right through me. Amira is the main person I don't want to see my flaw  but for some reason she seem to see straight through my walls of defense. I needed to stop think about this and focus on other thing. But I can't, it never gives my mind a moment to think clearly. I have tried so hard to hide my fucking heart from Amira but she just keep getting closer and closer to my broken piece  that's called a heart.

Fuck! I hate how I feel about her.she irritates and infuriate me to the point where I want to spank her. Fuck! has got her hooks deep in me.

I didn't realize how long I have been walking around campus until I reach my dorm. And for some reason I still couldn't  shake the feel I was having nor could I get rid of the raging hard on I was having. Shit! I want to fuck her so bad, but I don't want to rush it, I know how I feel about her and sex will confuse thing for me and my fragile heart.

As I pushed the door to my dorm with the intention of crawling in to bed and try to for get about the night I had. I fell face first into the bed. I slowly turn my head to the side and saw that the clock on my desk read 10 pm. I rolled over on to my back and stare at the ceiling with a blank expression on my face. I guess the party is almost pack now, with drinking teens grinding on each other.

I took my phone from my packet to call Amira to see if she wanted  to stay the night with me, we could watch a movie and chill that sounds like a plan, as I dial her number and was about to press send my device started ring, Sam's name flashing across the screen. I didnt wanted to answer his annoying ass but if I didn't he wouldn't stop calling. I weighed my mind if I should answer because for some reason I just know what he was going to say, But I answered anyway

"Hey bro" I start in a bored tone.

"Dude! Tell me why Your fucking girl is here in a fuck tight ass shorts, shaking her ass like there is no tomorrow." He shouted into the phone

" what..." I said even though I  got every fucking word he said.

"Fuck! I am going to kill her" I growled and hang up the phone.My blood was boiling, this is why  I said she fucking infuriates me.

" Why are you anger? Your not her dad!.. so why are you treating her like a fucking chile? " My subconscious interrupted my thoughts.

Because I fucking love her and she is mine! Was all that came to mind.

Author's notes

So I haven't post a chapter in forever. Am sorry. School as got me running circles. But I will try to do better. Please excuse the error and grammar. I am Jamaican so that's my excuse. Please enjoy. I will be heading and soon at this book is finish and be on the look out from one more book from me. Follow my IG page