THE BROKEN BOY *On Hold *

Recovering

  Chapter 2

(Previously)

"Please don't leave me! Why are you doing this? Don't you love me anymore?" I ask her.

"No! I met someone else Jackson and this is just in the way" she answered bitterly.

"Please! we can work this out" I beg with tears in my eyes.

"No! Fuck you Jackson, you are so pathetic, you deserve this" she snap dryly and my heart sink into my chest at her bitter words.

"Please Emma" I cried from my sleep.

I woke up to nothing but silence has the memory of what had happen resurface like a fresh wound. I had spent the entire summer hiding from the world in my room. I have started to feel a little bit better, it still hurt but not that much anymore, I remember what my mom said a few months ago about it not hurting so bad anymore and she was right. I slowly path my heart up over the summer, it's not perfect but it will do, I have also decided to hide it from the world and anything that try to come near it again.

As I lay in bed starring at the ceiling trying to think about my future, I am leaving for college in a few days and I am a little bit excited and nervous But this will be a good thing.

" a fresh start is what I need, new friend, new environment and some party oh! Also a new me" I though to myself and smile a the though

There was a soft knock at the door. My dad had got the the repair over the summer but decided against put a lock on it, which I was not happy about " but its for your safety" my mom said. The door slowly open and my mom stuck her head through the crock of the open door.

"Can I come in honey?" She ask with a small smile on here face. I nodded and she came in with a tray that had scramble eggs and toast bread with a glass of orange juice. Suddenly my stomach started to rumble, I had no idea I was this hungry. She place the tray on the bed and I rush to the food like a cave man. My mom only smile as I stuff my face with food.

"Are you okay Jackson" she ask with a worry expression. I only nodded because my mouth was to full to speak.

" okay! Great now clean your room it look awful in here and smell dreadful too" she said sternly but still manage to smile.

I look around my room to see I have been living like on animal the pass months. Dirty cloths all over the place along with empty water bottles and some other junk And I smell awful I really need a show.

" Okay mom" I said

She got up to leave but she just stood there admire me while I did the same. She was a short woman with bright blue eyes and dirty brownish colored hair, she was a beauty with full lips and thick eyebrow. She wasn't a skinny woman she had a full figure. She give a worry look and I just smile bright to assure her I was okay. And she left Me to finish my breakfast. As soon as I was finish I got up and started cleaning up, it was a mess in my room I could hardly see the floor. It took me a while to clean every thing and gather the dirty cloths and trash that was laying around.

My room was pretty huge, the bed was set in the middle with bedside tables on each side. Their was a window that looked out into the street. I had everything I needed here. I walked through the room and head for the bathroom. I am glad I have my own bathroom. I strip out of my cloths and step into the show and let the warm water run over my body. When I got out of the show I wipe my hand over the mirror and starred at myself in the mirror. I was starting to look like myself again. My deep blue eye have regain it's color again. My body was a like muscular from the workout I did in my room when I got bored. I look amazing. I left the bathroom got dress in a v-neck T-shirt and blue sweatpants and decided to finally leave my room and come out of hiding.

I open my door with my dirty laundry and grab the trash bag by the door and went downstairs and I could hear my little sister and big my brother arguing over the remote as soon as their eyes glance at me they came straight at me.

"Look who decide to show his face" my bother Sam said push my shoulder playfully and I smile happy to be out of my cave.

"Have miss you Jackson" Alice my sister said cheerfully. I just hug her because I have miss her too.

I spent the rest of the day with my family and I could see the joy in their eyes and my dad was happy too.

"I am glad you are out of your room son" my dad hug me and I hug him back.

"I am glad to be open too. Feels good" I told him and he tighten his hug and I could hardly breath.

"Dad. I. Can't. Breath" I struggle to tell him. And he loosen his grip.

I spent that rest of the two day I had home with my family talking and laughing. I miss these day when we would do this, When I was happy.