THE BROKEN BOY *On Hold *

THE OTHER WOMAN.

Chapter 20

I have been wanting to write from her point of view for a while now, I am so happy for this moment to introduce you guys to the lovely Emma.

P.s The song above is my inspiration for THE BROKEN BOY.

Emma P. O. V

I tried my hardest to curl in to ball as tight as I could, while the pain of actually loosing him wash over my broken form. He moved on, that was all that was on repeat in my mind. I wasn't expecting this so soon, I came her with the intention of correcting a wrong of our pass but he is taken. I made a mistake that day I left him crying one I am paying for now. I hated the way he looked at me with so much hate in his shining blue eyes. as the memory of what just happened on hour ago repeat itself in my head, I tried to curled even more in to myself and cried even harder. I was now a shell of a woman, I still loved him. It hurt to leave him but I had to.

"What gives you the right to say my fucking name?" He spit with so much acid.

The hatred that radiated off him was suffocating, it was very obvious to the naked eyes that he hate me with everything in him. I once use to adore the way his eyes would spark whenever he would just gaze at me but now all they did was look at me in disgust.

"It hurts so much." I whisper to no one in particular.

As I sat in bed crying my eyes out and trying to keep the painful memories a bay,it just became impossible to stop the memories the rose to the surface, the memories that could suffocate me if I let it. There was nothing left to try that would stop the memories that came rushing in like a tidal wave, memories that consumed me whole.

"Please don't leave me! Why are you doing this? Don't you love me anymore?." He cried to me, while I tried to put on a brave face to conceal the hurt I felt.

"No! I met someone else Jackson and this is just in the way"  I said to him as I harden my heart and sound way more bitchy than needed.

"Please! we can work this out" he said  sounding so weak and desperate.

But I knew exactly what to say to break jackson, I know what would hurt him the most. At the very point I wish I had keep my stupid trap shut and stay with the boy I loved but I was so twisted by was Noah had said and how much I wanted him and now he wanted me. What a fool I was when I said these word to Jackson.

"No! Fuck you Jackson, you are so pathetic, you deserve this." But if He only know how my heart sink in my chest when I said those very words. I loved the man, I really do, I just got confused.

"Please Emma" he begged before I close the door on our relationship, something I wish I didn't do.

I choose Noah over my jackson, a Noah that cheated on me with my best friend, a Noah that lied every chance he got, a Noah that broke my heart. I pick that over my jackson thats now someone else Jackson. Why was I so fucking naive, so naive I couldn't see that Noah wasn't for me and jackson was my everything. Jackson loved me unconditionally and would never dare cheat on me with Loraine nor would he ever broke my heart.

I picked heart ache over my sweet Jackson. How more stupid could I be. Will that thought the tears flow non-stop.

Amira was her name right, she doesn't deserve him he was mine, we where perfect together. Jackson love me not her and I was going to make him see that he belongs to me and not that bitch. I deserve jackson of the all I have been through I deserve him to love me the way he always did.

"He is yours!."My subconscious whine and I agree with her.

Jackson was going to see that he was mine if it's the last thing I do.  With that thought the year didn't come anymore. I was content with my decision, I was confident in my decision.

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After all that crying I did over the weekend, I felt like a new woman with a purpose and a cause. My decision was already made, my plan was already set in to motion.

I walked in to economic class to see Amira with a stupid smile on her face that sick me to the core. It was obvious I didn't like this girl any more. The lecturer was sitting in his usual spot with his phone glue to his face, mr Thomas look as if he was never good at paying attention to people this  early in the afternoon. As I took my usual sit beside Amira I notice the red mark that littered her neck and it sick me to the stomach to know that Jack had put them there. It pain me to know that he was her's and not mine.

"Hi! Emma."  She said with a toothy smile.

I once knew what that toothy smile meant and how good Jackson could make you feel. With that thought I too wear a toothy grin, as the memory of Jackson's head between my thighs. The memory left my checks heated along with a smile that wouldn't leave my face.

"Hi! Amira!" I replied.

"I have been trying to call you so I could apologize for the way my boyfriend behavior, his is just so huu-mm" she said as she tried to find the other word to describe jackson behavior towards me.

" overly protective"." She settle for.

But I know jackson he was protective yes but what we witness Friday night was possessive at it fullest.. jackson was always possessive over me, he was like a dog marking it terrorist, he was overly possessive.

"Oh, yeah that okay." I replied with a force smile.

"So, h-umm do you guys like know each other?" She asked with a curious face,

" Yes." I replied dryly.

"Oh, were you guys friends?" She asked.

" No, more than friends, we use to fuck." I told her bitterly.

With that I enjoy the way her face falls to the ground and she starred at me with utter shock as she soak up my words like sponge.

"That's what curiosity those, it kills the cat bitch"  my subconscious said with a sick smile.

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Author's notes:

I am okay to start posting frequently now, I am not sure about this chapter I feel so over the place with my writing and then the words aren't come freely. This chapter was honestly a damn struggle... I feel like me drive and motivate is just not here anymore...

I hope this chapter makes sense to you guys. I will try editing it when I am in a must better mood..

Peace ✌️