For this Chapter you can Play the song MAYBE THIS TIME By: Michael Murphy
CHAPTER FOUR
-Jurin Nyel Gonzaga-
“WHAT will you do if the person you love, doesn't love you back?” he asked me.
“I keep loving them.” I said. “Because love is like a disease. You don't get to decide when to stop, you don't make to get that choice.” I smile at him.
Its more than a year, when Liam and I broke up. Yet, I am still not move on. I'm trying, but I can't. Not until I met this little man in front of me.
Ilang buwan nalang at g-graduate na ako sa fourth year high school. This past few months, I made my self busy by attending the training for the final Tactical of C.A.T. Instead of having my semestral break for beaches, falls, cold springs, bars, night outs, and hang outs, I spent my weeks on training. Just to forget those assholes who'd hurt me.
“Good luck!” Jurin tap my shoulder. I blew a loud breath before I put my army cap in my head. He takes couple of shots on me while I am wearing a complete army uniform. I smiled at him.
Today is our Final Tactical for C.A.T. I tap my name that plastered at the right side of my uniform then wiggled my eyebrows to him.
“Cadet Major Rainette Laquinta, ready to kick their ass's, Sir!” I joked at him that made him laughed hard.
The Tactical lasted for almost four hours. The burning heat of the sun, the sweat that runs all over my body. Ang nakakangawit na paghawak ng swords at riffles. At ang pagdama ng tubig sa aming katawan dahil sa biglaang pag ulan ang dahilan kaya karamihan sa mga estudyanteng kasali sa tactical ay nahimatay.
I remained standing without moving even a bit. I just let the medics to take good care of those unconscious students.
“Wooh!! Grabe! Ang init init!” panay ang reklamo ko habang umiinum ng soft drink na binili ni Jurin sakin kanina.
I am wearing now the type B uniform, where, I only wore a black printed shirt and an army uniform sa baba.
“Sumakit yung ulo ko sa biglaang pag ulan! Tapos, masyado pang makulit yung sundalong nag interview sakin, kasi daw magkatunog apilyedo namin! Tsk! paki ko ba sa apilyedo nya!” patuloy na maktol ko.
Tumango tango lang si Jurin na naka upo rin sa harapan ko.
Jurin is my friend since I am fourth year high school. He is second year college already, with a course of Bachelor in Agricultural Technology. Then, we became best friend. Before I graduated, he courted me already. And now, we are officially in a relationship.
Siya ang klase ng lalaki na ini-spoil ka. Lahat ng gusto mo binibigay nya. Kahit di mo hingin, binibigay nya parin. I'm not saying that I'm serious with the relationship I had right now. And I'm not saying also that I'm not. There's still in my heart and mind that keep on telling me that, I should lie-low about having a boyfriend, I might hurt it the end.
Bakasyon na at nag desisyon si Jurin na magtrabaho muna. At first, one hour travel away lang ang layo ng pinagtatrabahuan nya. Then, na assign sya sa mas medyo malayo, hanggang sa tuluyan na syang sa malayo na talaga na assign. Umuuwi sya minsan to visit his family and also me. I know it's hard for him too, but it's fine for me, thou. Our communication is through text and call lang.
Nagising nalang ako isang araw na nawawalan na ako ng ganang makipagtext o kaya tawag kay Jurin. That's because I met JB. Pinsan ng kapit bahay namin na nag bakasyon lang sa kanila. He looks like a badboy nerd. Yeah! He smoke, yes. He drink alcoholic, yes.
BINABASA MO ANG
The Man I Had Loved-COMPLETED (UNEDITED)
Povídky"In every chapter, there's a painful scene. In every person you'll meet, there's the feeling you can't hold back. And in every love, there's a pain."
