Dear Diary,
Maybe this will help me figure myself out. Maybe this will get things off my mind so I can go the fuck to sleep. I dont know.
Today was normal, I went to work, came home and took a nap. Then I cleaned out of panic because the guy comes to fix the AC tomorrow. I still need to clean my room and do the dishes, which i can do tomorrow after work.
Micheal is drunk again, shocker. Everyone in my life i.e. Susie, Dakota, My family, thinks michael and I are broken up. And really we should be. I ask myself why I stay everyday, and the truth is that his convenient to my life at the moment. When we do break up permanently I will have to live with my Memaw until I graduate from WT.
To future me; we both know that from the begining getting with Micheal was a mistake. But dont ponder on it. Use it as a example of what not to do again. Wait at least 3 months before having sex with the next, get to know that person within those three months. If you ever find yourself losing intrest in the next, drop him. And make sure youre whole before getting into another relationship.
On a less depressing note. I applied to WT fall semester today, for my bachelors in nursing and updated my fafsa. I also talked to Spanky today, she's living the life. Personally i think she needs to be worried about her child's upbringing, rather than smoking pot and parting. Mom isn't going to always be there.
I should have gone to Seattle with Dakota.
But now i have bigger plans to finish nursing school, and be 'that bitch'. That independent bitch who don't need a man. I imagine her every night before I go to sleep.
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