Dear Diary,
I'm doing it tonight. I'm breaking up with Micheal tonight. I don't know if I'm nervous because the way he'll react, or the way I will.
My head is beating out of my chest, butterflies in my stomach. My muscles are weak.
He's going to beg, and cry. But it's okay.
I went more into thought these last few days on why I'm doing this. For one, I'm not physically attracted to Micheal. Every time we have sex I'm dry. And not to mention that every time we have sex my mind goes back to May 9th.
I cheated on him yesterday. I'm not ashamed, but I'm not going around bragging about it either.
A lot of people are going to think 'why isn't she ashamed? That's an awful thing to do.' This goes back to me not being attracted physically to him, because I also find myself no longer emotionally attracted to him.
I wasn't emotionally attracted to the person I cheated on him with, but I was physically. And I'd be lying if I said it wasn't better than Micheal.
He continues to put himself in danger, with the excessive drinking. I'd rather not be in his life when he gets taken to jail, or dead. I don't need that stress.
I'm leaving him with Baby. The cat I got while we were together. He likes Micheal moore anyways.
**the events of May 9th are uploaded at the top**
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