My diary

June 4, 2019

Dear diary,
Today's the same as yesterday. Work, and errands. I need to run the rent and the money order for excel energy. I also need to go to Walmart to get bleach, pine sol, and a Z-quil.

  My back fucking hurts. I need to go back to the chiropractor. Then, I can start weight lifting again.

  The guy form the heating and air company better fix my ac today. My house feels like Arizona in mid July.
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  I never ended up getting bleach. Just pine sol and Z-Quil. I cleaned the room but Micheal and I are supposed to do the dishes together. He'll probably be drunk before he even gets home, so it most likely won't happen.

  I went to toot n totum, got a sweet tea. Talked to Devone for a few minutes. I'm glad he's doing good.
I couldn't drop off the money order to Excel because Micheal endorsed it.

  I deleted all of my social media's from my phone so I can focus on my goals. Social media, for me, is just a distraction from the real world.
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  I have to mentally prepare myself before I go live with my Memaw. For one, I'm going to have to break up with Michael. Which, is going to be a whole ordeal. Then prepare myself for my Memaw's. My cats will most likely be outside, and I will have zero personal space. She has a room she could clean out and make into a room for me, but it's a 'storage room' for things she buys and never uses. She is passionate about her materials.

  As for Memaw herself, there really not much to be worried about. She cleans and cooks all day. She can't cook, but that's not a problem for me. I would have free reign of the kitchen. She would do the laundry, but I won't let her put them. The way she folds leggings would annoy me. I could do my homework in peace, and I wouldn't have to pay rent. I could save up my money in case I end up having to pay for a semester or two at WT.