Life is eating her.
She has been told by her mom that her dad left when she was pregnant.
Bullying in school, skipping meals.
You can tell her mental health isn't that.
After her mom's dead, she had to live with her dad and his band mates.
He has s...
After dinner I helped to rearrange everything and went into my room. I could feel the fat growing in me. I could feel all the weight I was gaining.
I just layed on my bed staring at the wall. How could I have been that stupid? I ate the whole pizza slice, I chewed it and I swallowed it.
I heard knocking at my door and went open it. It was Vin.
《Can I come in?》
《Why?》
《I wanna talk to you, quickly》
I've let him inside and he sat down on the bed. He was exploring with his green eyes my empty room full of boxes that I don't have the energy to unbox.
《What do you want to tell me?》 I asked closing the door
《Why don't you want to eat in front of us? Do you even eat?》 He asked to me.
He looked kinda concerned, I don't understand. Since when people want to know how I am doing and what's going on in my life. Why do they care?
《I am a bit ashamed》 I said, why you fucking lying Maria, why you always lying?
《For real?》 He asked surprise
No dumbass, I just don't wanna be fatter than what I already am.
《Yeah, I'm sorry》
《Do you want me to bring you something so you can eat it here?》
《Oh, no thanks Vincenzo, I'll have a midnight snack》 and the I pulled off my fakest smile.
《Don't call me like that, there's only my mom that has the right to call me like that》 he said complaining
《I like Vincenzo》
《You're the worst at calling people》
I just looked at him with a proud face. Just to piss him off. Vinny stond up and walked by the door and opened it.
《Anyway, I'm going to let you sleep, good night Maria Vittoria》
《Good night Vincenzo》
《You really sound like my mother when you say my full name》 he walked away just shaking his head and closed the door. (Brendon Urie is happy)
The next morning I woke up and opened a bit my social media, responded to some Abigail's textes and then got up. I started to get ready so shower, skincare, a bit of foundation to hide my mark but it didn't work, eyeliner, mascara and eyebrows. I just putted on black ripped skinny jeans with a Pierce The Veil t-shirt on top and my slip on vans once again.
I still looked like trash but that's okay, PTV shirt is always a good idea. I went downstairs to make myself some coffee and I found there my dad. Cooking eggs and bacon. Wearing an apron.
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This one. Now imagine waking up to a six feet goth man cooking eggs and bacon. He turned his head and saw me.
《Good morning, Maria》
《Hi》I said yawning and turning on coffee machine.
《Have you sleep well, darling?》
It is so weird to being called "darling" by a goth man cooking with an hilarious apron, I guess I'll have to get used to this.
《I guess》
I took a cup and pressed to button make the coffee.
《I wrote an e-mail to your principal yersteday, we will meet her both in her office at eight, you'll have to skip first hour》 told Chris without losing contact with his eggs.
《Okay》 I took my coffee and sat down on a chair in the kitchen. I really won't mind skipping a math class. I texted Abigail telling her that I won't be there for the first hour.
Chris came to me with two plates of eggs and putted one in front of me. Shit.
《Oh wow, thank you but I'm not used to eat in the morning》 I said looking at the plate
《You should eat, you haven't eat enough yersteday night》
Fine, I will eat it...but how many calories on this ?
I ate slowly, taking small bites and drinking my coffee between each bite.
At the half of the plate I pretended to not be hungry anymore and gave it to Chris who didn't refuse it.
I went back to the bathroom and brushed my teeth for the second time and fixed my hair. I went back downstairs and waited for Chris to be done.
When he was ready we just went into his car and he drove to school. The ride was silent and I was sad about going there. Chris saw how bad I was feeling so be putted some PTV on his Spotify. That made me smile a little bit. Maybe I should stop avoiding him so much, he isn't that bad after all.
Once we were at school I could feel stare at us, even more than usual. Maybe because my dad doesn't look like he is and isn't the "basic" white dad. We've met Abigail into the hall, so I've introduced her to my dad. She was kinda schocked, I forgot that Motionless In White were one of her favourite bands, I should have told her maybe.
《She's Abigail》
《Really nice to meet you! I'm Chris》
《From Motionless In White》 she said with a cute smile of hers
《Oh, so you know us! You have to know that we have a song called with your name! I bet you're not like the girl in the song》
《No, at all! I am just...hum...a huge fan》
《Really?》
《Yes...Okay, now I'll let you go, our principal loves punctuality》 she said really looking at the her feets.
《Oh no, you're making us late! Oh Abigail how could you do this to us?》 He said smiling at her.
Abigail laughed but I didn't get why. Was it a lyric of that song? Whatever. We've greeted her and walked to the principal's office.
She has let us in and we sat at her desk.
《Good morning, Mr Cerulli, Maria》 she said with her serious voice. We've replied back and we stared directly to discuss.
《So, you have told me yersteday that Maria has gotten beaten up at school, right?》
《Yes, I think you could see it by yourself》
《Of course, but who tells me that you didn't beat her?》
Chris just stared at her silently for a little moment, so did I. What was he going to do?
