Fade a Sam Pottorff Fanfic

What a Night!!!

Brittney's P.O.V.

So I'm parking in the driveway and I feel like an anxiety attack coming, I'm like so weird I have so many flaws I don't know why someone would love me. I have anxiety attacks, panic attacks, I cut, I'm bipolar ,at least I think I am, my life sucks ass! My parents took me away from the only people I loved, they had addictions, to be specific, drugs weed, coke, heroin, and any other drugs you can think of. We left that night because my Aunt Shelby, Kian's mom found out about their little secret, and she said that they had to give me to her because they weren't stable enough to be my parents. My parents obviously drugged revolted, and decided to leave far away from here.My dad now owns, sells, and moves more than half  of the drugs around the world, especially the USA. Since they have to make sure the drugs get here on time and get places, they go on "business trips" and I get left behind. My dad told me that I will soon be in charge of the "family business" and I will soon become wanted all over the world, I will soon be narco trafficking. Dad has one huge enemies that traffics the other part of the drugs around the world. I used to help my dad deliver drugs to some addicts that where around where we lived. My parents seem to not care about me, I do drugs too, just to relieve that pain and emptiness in my heart. The rejection of your own parents, them not giving a fuck if you are dead or alive, if you eat , or if you starve. They really think that giving me all of the materialistic things will make me forgive them, well think again, No! That materialistic things only fill that emptiness temporarily. I will soon get bored of those cars, all of the money, the clothes, the phones, etc, and end up dead somewhere. Once I'm gone it will all be better, I won't be a burden to anyone, I won't take up space, air ,time and money. I just wish that everything would just go away, and I could have a somewhat normal life. But now I just want to focus on the most important things for me now. My "real" family, not my parents, but those who loved me unconditionally, and truly care for me. And just to be happy, truly happy with my self. I have to hide all of my past from every one until i feel comfortable, especially Sam. All of a sudden my thoughts where interrupted be someone.

"Are you ready to go in right now?" Asked Kian

"Yes why do you ask?"

"Because you sat there starring into space for about 2 straight minutes thinking about something that bothered you. Is something bothering you?" He asked concerned

"No I'm fine." I said lying. I truly felt bad lying to him, but it's best for him not to know right now.

"Okay then let's go!" He said super excited. I wish I was as happy as Sam and Kian act all the time, I guess some things happen to certain people for a reason, I wonder if I could ever be as happy as them.

"Ok let's go, come one Fade!" I said shaking Fade slightly so she could wake up.

"So what are we going to do to suprise your mom?" Asked Sam

"How about walk in and tell her you have something serious to show her and tell her about, and then I come in because you leave the door open little and I walk in saying hello Aunt Shelby!!" I said.

"Ok that's the plan! Let's go Sam!" Kian said

"Ok make sure you leave the door open a little for me to be able to walk in!!" I said

"Ok see you soon!!"

I'm outside and it's breezy, back home it's really hot, and humid, but here it's really fresh and cool. I'm still thinking that this is unreal I'm back home, where I grew up, where I belong!!!

Kian's P.O.V

So me and Sam walked inside if the house, and mom was in the kitchen, Tab, Isabelle, Cole, and Reo where in their rooms.