So The Truth Comes Out (BoyxBoy)

You're Crazy, Kid.

Chapter 10

Picture of Cameron

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(Cameron's P.O.V)

"How do you feel about your parents?" Charlie asked me

"I feel as though I could push them off a cliff and not mourn over it."

"Interesting. Do you have any idea why you have such hatred for them?"

"You saw them! They are fucking pieces of shit who don't give a damn about anyone but themselves! They are alcoholics and druggies but because they are such amazing actors you don't fucking see it! No one does! That's why they are fit in the eyes of the state. It's compete bullshit!"

"Right, okay... Listen Cameron, I've been talking to you alone for a while now, and I think  its time for you to know the truth."

"What the fuck are you talking about?" I lean forward in my chair in confusion

"Your parents and little sister died when you were thirteen. Every time you've seen them since, has been a hallucination. We have had to go along with, for your sake. When you first came here, you weren't driving with your parents in the car, you were with cops. They found you in your house with your dead family. They were shot while you were at school in a break in. You had a mental break and couldn't understand what had happened, so you didn't, you just kept going on like nothing happened." I just stared at him, he must be fucking with me.

"Cameron, you have PTSD and extreme schizophrenia. The mark on your wrist isn't from your dad, its from when you saw them dead and tried to kill yourself, fainted, hit your head on the counter and fell into a coma, that's why you made up a story about your father doing it; they're not real, I'm sorry."

"Are we done here?"

"Yes." He sighed. I left and slammed the door, I really need a cigarette right now. I left the house and went to the store down the street. I got my cigarettes and opened them immediately.

"Ahh." I exhaled and a cloud of smoke surrounded me

"Hey you cant smoke in here, get out!" The store clerk yelled towards me and I left. I walked to the park, which was empty because the children were still in school.

"What the fuck" I exhaled and sat down under a tree

I know my parents are terrible people, but dehumanizing them isn't cool either. They are fucking real! I know they are...I carried my little sister not to long ago, she was real! I know she was..

My face felt wet in the breeze

"What the fuck..." I wiped my face "Stop fucking crying!"  I scolded myself as I ran my hands over my face and through my hair, but yelling at myself isn't going to do anything.

"Cam?" I heard a familiar voice from behind me

"What." I sniffled and put my head on my knees to hide my tear stained face

"You okay man?"

"I'm dandy." I spoke sarcastically, and the boy sat in front of me "You better leave, you'll get caught with me, and I don't really feel like getting punched today."

"I don't really care, if anyone messes with you right now, I'll fuck them up for you. I promise."

"What are you doing here Austin?" I asked as a teardrop fell

"I just wanted to see how you were, my dad said he told you."

"You knew...And you didn't tell me!" I screamed at him raising my head

"Calm down..it's not like I wanted to; I was forced to, for you. You know how hard it was going along with you and your made up people?"

"They aren't made up! They are my family!" I began to cry more

"They were your family, and I'm sorry you had to find out this way, I really am, but you wont be able to get better until you let go of them." He scooted over to the side of me and started to rub my back

"Get the fuck off of me!" I screamed and stood up "I'm not letting go of them. They're all I have." I said between my teeth and tears. He stood up, but I ran off. I just needed to be alone. I walked down to the edge of the city into the forest and just walked down the trail and found a bench to sit at. 

I'm not weak, I would never try to kill myself! It was my fucking dad! I remember him doing it! Calling me all of those names, telling me I was worthless--

"Hi Cammy!" I look over to see Alyssa sitting next to me in a pink and white dress swinging her short legs over the bench

"Hi Lyssa." I gave her a watery smile "What are you doing out here?"

"I followed you silly." She smiled

"They say you're not real Lyss. Why are they saying that, you're right here." I hugged her

"Oh I'm very real Cammy! --In your head." I stared at her

"What?"

"You're going crazy Cammy, but it's okay because I still love you. Just like I loved you when you were moving my dead body onto my princess bed." She got up and started to skip away from me.

"Hey wait where are you going?!" I started to run after here

"Not far. I'll always be close, because there is no escaping us Cammy." She shrugged happily and skipped away from me. I ran back to Austins house and straight up to his room.

"Whoa, hey Cam, you okay?"

"I'm amazing." I rushed and I attack kissed him. I was on top of him on the bed, and we were making out.

"Wait, whoa, Cam, stop. Stop! What are you doing?" He pushed me to the side gently

"Lets have sex, you can fuck me if you want." I started to kiss him again but he pushed me

"Okay first, that was really hot, and second, no, I cant. Not with you like this, are you drunk or something?"

"No I'm just crazy, remember?"

"You're not crazy, Cam." He said sincerely

"Oh don't give me that shit! Don't pretend like you care about what happens to me! I could kill myself like a fucking weak person, and you wouldn't care!" I screamed at him

"I do care, Cameron, whether you believe it or not. And killing yourself isn't weak, you should probably get that into your head.  " He pulled me into a hug, and I hugged him back, and I started to cry again

"Fuck." I wiped my face

"Here why don't you lie down, and I'll go get us some food or something. Sound good?" I nodded and he guided me to his bed and pulled a thin red blanket over me.

"I'll be back soon, Cam." He walked out of the room rubbing his head. I soon fell asleep looking out the window that was covered in raindrops.