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My legs collapsed, sending me to the floor. Hurt washed all over my body, not knowing how to respond. Without thinking, my hand quickly grabbed the razor from his, throwing it across the room. "WHAT WE'RE YOU THINKING?" I yelled as I punched his arm. Tears slid down my cheeks like falling rain drops. Blake moved towards me, starting to wrap his gentle arms around me. "Stop," the look in his eyes made my stomach ache. I sounded harsh but I need answers, and right now I would do anything to get them. He looked startled, never seeing me like this before. "Sophia.." He started. I nodded for him to finish. "I was so pissed that you left me! What the hell is wrong with you?? You could've gotten killed!" I was shocked by his choice of words. "What did you want me to do? Sit here and watch movies? The one way how you taught me to control my problems was cutting. So you would think you wouldn't mind me doing this if you do too." "I'm..I'm sorry," I said. I wrapped my arms around him, feeling his body shake. Our hearts pounding, creating their own beat together. His gentle lips grazed mine, tasting like our tears. His gentle arms wrapped around me like a blanket. "Sophia..I have to tell you something else.." I pulled back, hoping that it was good news. "I've been cutting way before I met you." Sorrow danced in the air, letting me know how vulnerable he was. I hugged him tight as I whispered, "it's okay baby, we'll get through this together." He nodded in response as he pulled up his sleeve to show me the scars. I ran my fingers over them and kissed them, one by one. I laid my head on his shoulder as I started to get sleepy, my eye lids won over and started to close. Sleep found me instantly within seconds, letting me vanish from life into a new one.
