Ana [PJM FF] ✔︎

Izzy

Jimin was back in his own apartment, Ana sitting in the kitchen, near the food and Sam right next door. Plus Dan was always now texting or calling Jimin, never leaving him alone but the male chose to ignore him. Walking past Ana into his own room felt so hard. It was so hard to do something for him lately because the motivation was gone.

He dragged himself to his bed and removed the shirt and threw it on a corner before laying down, too lazy to take off the pants.

He was tired. Tired of all the mess with Ana, talking with Sam, Dan always calling and texting plus he has to keep lying to his best friend what he definitely does not like.

He had closed his eyes and started to fall asleep until his phone buzzed loudly, jolting him awake. he looked at who had sent the message. It was Izzy, who always texted at night.

In the text, Izzy asked if she could call him and Jimin didn't want to refuse so he agreed and waited for the call icon to pop up. Soon, it rang and he answered, her beautiful soothing voice rang in his ears that made him forget about sleep totally.

"Hey! How are you doing? I'm glad you could pick up the phone."

"Yeah, I'm doing... fine. Okay, who am I lying to? I feel terrible and I don't see a point to keep living. No reason to stay is a good reason to go."

"Don't say that. Your life isn't that bad. Of course, Ana and Sam are not so easy to deal with but they help you with your problems, right?"

"Well, somewhat, yeah. But I'm hungry. I'm really hungry but Ana doesn't let me eat."

"I know. I know. But isn't that what you wanted. To lose weight. She's helping you and really great. You are losing weight, right?"

"Yes. Yes I am losing weight but these hunger pains are killing me. But the pain I get when I look in the mirror hurts me more. I want to be dead thin, so no one can call me fat. I want my hips, collarbone, ribcage and cheekbones on show. I want people to see them and I can only do it when I lose weight."

"See, so Ana isn't that bad. And Sam isn't too. They all want the best for you. They want you to feel better about yourself and your life."

One am turned to two am. Two turned to three and three turned to four am until Jimin fell asleep. Again, Izzy didn't let him sleep and wanted to talk. Always she called at night. She was great to talk to but seeing the time, it wasn't healthy to Jimin.

Waking up the next day, it felt horrible. He could barely open his eyes and it was hard to not fall asleep again but he knew he had to wake up. He reached for the corner of the blanket and dragged himself out of bed. His head was pounding and his vision was blurry from the sleepiness.

He felt his phone buzz and it was a text from Sue. He has niw started to talk to her everyday and he considers even meeting her. Texting her, he didn't see Ana getting closer to him from behind and sitting by him and looking him up and down.

"I'm happy to see that you're loosing weight. I'm proud of you but don't you dare eat, okay?" She said with a sweet smile. Jimin raised his head from the screen and looked at her before nodding and earning an even bigger smile from Ana before she left from the males sight.

Talking with Sue made him want to meet her even more.