10. cuddles

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Flashback......

Namjoon and jungkook were cuddling on the couch, with friends playing in the background. They covered themselves with a thick blanket and were surrounded by a lot of food. A perfect date.

"I am so happy you're going to debut next year!! And you will finally be 18!" Namjoon said and hugged his boyfriend and kissed him, but jungkook did not kiss him back. He furrowed his eyebrows, but didn't think too much of it.

They have been dating for 2 years now, always been together since they were 10 and 12. When ever jungkook was stressed or depressed, Namjoon would always be there for him; chocolates, ice cream, mcD and so much more he would buy just to see a smile on his face. But due to his vigorous practice schedule, he could not give him much of his time. Hence, they drifted apart. Today they finally spent time together after almost 2 months, and Namjoon was happy.

As Namjoon rested his head on jungkooks head, he abruptly got up. Namjoon furrowed his eyebrows. "Kookie.... What's wrong?" He just stood in front of him and bit his lips, trying to find few words. "Joon hyung.... I... I-I can't be with you anymore. I am sorry I can't, my line of work doesn't permit straight relationships, let alone 2 guys. I am sorry, but I can't risk my career for this."

Namjoon was discombobulated. This is a fucking joke right? "Jungkook... What are you saying? I already told I won't tell anyone about us. You can just tell I am a close friend if people see me with you... " He said in an almost whisper, his voice breaking and his heart too.

"Hyung.... I can't I am sorry I wanted to do this since I was 10. I can't let myself get into such trivial things right now." His words stung Namjoon like a knife. Namjoon was already crying, the blanket was soaked with salty tears as he wiped his tears.

"Trivial things? That's what I am to you? What about all those I love you's and talks cuddling in bed? Is that nothing to you." Jungkook looked at Namjoon with no sort of emotion on his face. He shrugged and walked towards Namjoon lifting his head by his chin to make eye contact with him. His eyes we're glistening like crystals from the tears he had caused and even though he was crying he still looked as beautiful as ever.

"It was nice, I'll admit it. But all those were Just in the moment. It was all pretend. I needed someone to help me and you did. As much as I didn't want to use you, I had no choice baby. I want this job more than anything and if it means to let you go, so be it." His words hurt him like a bullet to his heart. Even though he was emotionally hurting, he felt the pain physically and it was the worst feeling ever. His eyes seemed to betray him as it let the tears fall down like a faucet.

"Do-do you re-really n-not love m-me?" Namjoon asked, in a small voice sniffing and trying not to cry more. Jungkook sighed and kneeled down in front of Namjoon, to see him. "Stop crying hyung.... Your older than me, your supposed to be stronger. Besides its not that of a big deal, just hook up with someone if you feel lonely or something. Stop acting like a kid."

Namjoon bit his lips to stop crying. There is no way his jungkook would say such rude words to him, but it was coming out of his mouth. "Your my only family." He whispered, crying silently as jungkook stood up and walked near the door. He looked back at a completely shattered Namjoon and spoke.

"Then find a new one."

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It's been a week since the incident at the restaurant. Namjoon felt dejected at what had happened. All he remembers was blacking out at the restaurant and waking up on jin, cuddling comfortably with him as he slept peacefully.

Jin kept texting Namjoon to see if he was alright, but he didn't reply to his texts unless they were related to the job. He refused any human contact, including jimin and stayed inside his house, silently crying over what had happened.

Right now he packed his bag and kept it at the entrance along with his a small bag filled with PTSD pills. He looked at his phone. 10:45 am. He quickly grabbed his suit case and ran down, grabbing a taxi and going to the company.

He reached after half an hour or so, and met jin in the private lounge. When he entered the place, he was greeted with a bubbly taehyung and an annoyed jin. "Stop shouting so early in the morning tae!" Taehyung huffed and threw a pillow at his brother. "It's 11:30 get the fuck up hyung!"

Namjoon chuckled at the Bickering siblings and invited himself inside. "Namjoon!" Taehyung flashed his boxy smile to him and waved his hands at him. He waved back and sat on the sofa next to jin and opposite taehyung.

Jin took this as an opportunity and started his daily dose of dad jokes. "Namjoon! What did the couch say to the other couch?" Namjoon shook his head, not knowing what he ment. "Why are you sofa-king annoying." Jin started laughing, while tae stared at him with a poker face and Namjoon just blinked his eyes.

"You better laugh or I am firing you." Jin said in a threatening and low voice. Immediately on cue Namjoon started laughing and praising Jin. He smiled in approval, pretend to flip his hair and blew a kiss at Namjoon, who looked away blushing.

"What time are we leaving?" Namjoon asked. Jin shrugged and replied. "The flights at around 3:00, but we needed to come early to discuss some matters with the CEO. Hobi will meet us directly at the airport." Namjoon nodded and continued to play on his phone.

After a few minutes, Namjoon was disturbed by the entry of a small man, almost jimin's height. Though he was small, he looked stern and gave out an intimidating feeling. "Taehyung! There you are. You have a show to attend tomorrow dont forget. Also, make sure to do your live today, keep in touch with your fans." Tae nodded and blushed slightly, fiddling with his fingers. "O-okay." He stuttered and mentally cursed himself for stuttering. Jin was covering his face with magazine and laughing to himself.

"And you are?" The man asked Namjoon, he stood up on cue and bowed down to him. "My name is Namjoon. I am the new translator." The black haired man scoffed. "So your Namjoon..... Is he the guy hobi was talking about?" He asked, lookin at Jin, who nodded in response.

Yoongi looked at him one more time and as much as he hated it, he had to admit he looked like a model. His height; perfect. His face; prefect. His body; perfect. Literally everything is perfect. No wonder Jin chose him to sleep with.

"Is he the guy you had s—" Before he could finish Jin jumped in front of yoongi making him fall right into taehyungs lap, who in an instant wrapped his hands around his waist.

"YOONGI! DID YOU KNOW KOALAS ARE FUNCTIONALLY EXTINCT!" he screamed, his voice becoming squeaky. Namjoon gasped "really?" He asked in a cute voice, making jin want to squish his cheeks. He nodded his head and secretly kicked yoongi's leg, making him yelp.

"Stop hitting yoongi hyung!" Taehyung shouted at Jin and hugged yoongi from the back resting his chin on his shoulder, not letting him go. Of course, yoongi didn't complain he loves cuddling (as much as he says he doesn't) so he just sat there and showed his tongue to Jin.

Namjoon cooed at the two cuddling and giggled. "Aww you guys make a cute couple." He said. Taehyung choked on air while yoongi blushed at his comment. Jin smirked at the two and started teasing tae. "Yoongi did you know tae has a crush on cat guy." Tae widened his eyes and mouthed the words "I will put bugs in your bed" To Jin.

"Cat guy? Is he some superhero or something?" He asked, completely oblivious at the fact taehyung has a huge ass crush on him. He turned around and Nuzzled his head into taehyungs neck and hugged his waist, making taehyung turn red.

Jin smiled at the two before speaking. "Awww..... Get a room." He was greeted  with an angry glare by taehyung who flicked him off before cuddling with yoongi.

Namjoon smiled at the scene in front of him. It reminded him of how he used to cuddle with a certain someone. He shook his head, forgetting that image in his head and continued to play on his phone.

Suddenly the door opened, making all three look at the door. Namjoon's breath hitched as he saw the familiar face of a boy with big doe eyes. They both looked at each other and before jungkook could speak, Namjoon turned the other side put on his ear phones to block out any sound and completely ignored him.

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