Blindfolded [Namjin] ✔

14. tears and pain

"Pppft I still can't believe you stole all the attention from the press conference." Irene said as she put her luggage on the top. She sighed as she managed to fit it in.

"I know right? That's what happens when you have good looks apparently." Jin said and nudged namjoon's hand playfully. Namjoon blushed and laughed nervously, playing with his fingers.

The past 2 days in Japan was overwhelming for the young translator. Every where he went people seem to recognize him as the 'hot translator' at first it was a few people, but then the crowd got bigger and he hates crowds, so he didn't step out after that day.

Right now, they are on their way back to korea where jin and irene will promote their drama and will once again be on the plane, but this time to the USA. Seems like jin's international fame was no joke, as the drama was the most talked about scheduled show.

"It's good that he stole the attention. Not many people are talking about the lgbt thing so I guess it's good. Most people will probably find your comments " Inappropriate ". Oof." Hoseok said, annoyed as he sits down in front of a table filled with all sorts of sweets and chocolates. Irene sat opposite to him and grabbed some chocolates to eat.

Meanwhile, namjoon was sitting in the same spot as before and staring out of the window. He left his mind slowly drift away to his painful memories.

Baby namjoon. 6 years old. In the middle of the crowd, holding his moms hand tightly, not wanting to lose her in the crowd of people. "Mommy I am scared." He said, tears glistening in his eyes as he moved closer to her and held her hand tighter. His mom patted his head and kissed it. Her eyes were filled with tears as she looked down at her only child.

She kneeled in front of him, her height matching his. She looked at her son for a while before hugging him like he was about to slip away forever. "Mommy?" He called, in a sweet and beautiful voice, making her cry even more. She stopped and looked at him. She touched his cheeks ever so gently, like a precious gem.

"Joonie..... You know papa and mama love you right?" She said, looking at her son with nothing but love and a tinge of guilt in her chocolate brown eyes. He nodded, confused as to why his mom was saying such things. "You trust me right?" She said, her voice quivering and her breathing uneven. He nodded again holding her hand tightly. "Then I need you to stay her like a good boy and wait here till I come." She said, trying so so hard to stop herself from crying right there in front of her innocent son.

"Okay... But please come fast! It's so crowded." He said, his voice tiny with innocent words. She left him in the middle of the crowded railway station, where people pushed and pulled each other, not caring about who they hurt. He waited. He waited for an hour.... Two hours.... Three hours..... Half a day..... Until.... She didn't come.

He was lost in the huge crowd,being tiny didn't seem to help him as he was being pushed away ruthlessly by the adults. "Mommy!" He shouted with his tiny voice. He felt overwhelmed by the crowd of people, pushing him and not acknowledging the young boys cry for his mother.

The last thing he remembers was crying before passing out in the middle of the railway station from dehydration and exhaustion.

"Namjoon!" Jin shouted. Namjoon snapped away from his thoughts. He didn't realize but his cheeks were wet with tears, and his eyes showed his exhaustion. Jin walked close to him and placed his hand gently on his cheeks wiping away his tears.

Namjoon just started at jin before letting his tears fall. He looked down hiding his face from jin. He started to cry; sob. Jin quickly placed the chocolate bar he got for Namjoon on the table and sat next to him, hugging him and whispering comforting words into his ears. Namjoon cried into his shoulders until he was tired of crying.

Jin didn't ask him anything and Namjoon was glad he didn't. They stayed like that for a while, before Namjoon fell asleep. After a mental break down sleep is like the only solution left. It's like temporary death that takes you away for sometime, if not forever.

Jin stayed with him for a while, petting his purple hair and rubbing his arm comfortingly. He looked down at him, who was now sleeping, sniffing a bit. He wiped the last of tears in his eyes and made him sleep comfortably on the seat, before walking to the other side of the plane.

"I saw that." Irene said as Jin walked in her compartment. She gave him a small smile and patted the seat next to her. He sat down next to her and let out a sigh. "I want to know why he keeps breaking down and why he is so afraid of crowds, but I feel like it's not my place."

Irene patted his thighs in comfort. "You will get to know eventually. He trusts you enough to show his emotions in front if you. I guess it's a good start." She said. Jin nodded his head and placed his head on her lap while she played with his hair, trying to comfort him. He closed his eyes and slowly drifted away to sleep thinking about nothing, but a certain purple haired man.

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"Hyung! Your back!" Taehyung squealed and jumped on his hyung. Jin rolled his eyes and hugged him back. "Just say you want your chocolates and go."

"Give me my chocolates." Jin threw a box of chocolates to him, who caught it in an instant. His eyes darted to the side and saw Namjoon standing there sheepishly, looking around their huge house. "Namjoon hyung! How come your here?"

Namjoon scratched his head. "Well I wanted to go home but Jin said I should stay since its late." Tae nodded before walking away happily to his room with his box of chocolates. Hoseok shortly followed, with his luggage. "God this is tiring." He murmured. "I am going to sleep good night." He said and walked away to the guest room he and yoongi sleep in.

"You can sleep there." Jin Pointed to a brown door opposite hobi's room. Namjoon nodded and thanked Jin before vanishing behind the room. Jin soon went to his room and slept on the bed till he fell asleep.

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Taehyung was eating his chocolates and watching an Avengers movie. He looked to his right and found yoongi's phone light up. He must have forgotten it here. He grabbed the phone and went to the room yoongi was sleeping in.

He made sure to check himself. He combed his hair but messed it up a bit, he wiped his mouth which had crums littered around it and straightened his shirt before leaving his room pleased with how he looks.

He walked to the room and was about to knock the door. "Yoon—" He stopped in his tracks the minute he heard moans coming out of the room. "Ah... Faster hoseok." Yoongi moaned shamelessly. "Fuck your tight." Hoseok replied.

Taehyung widened his eyes. The moans filled his ears and before he could react he felt tears blur his vision of the brown door. He dropped the phone in shock and cupped his mouth to stop himself from making any noise. He stepped back stumbling on his leg, turned around and ran to his room with tears falling from his eyes.

Y'all must have guessed it, I was super sad when I wrote this chapter. Lol sorry for the depressing chapter.

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