Only You(BWWM)

Chapter 5- Baby Come Back!

      'Everyday I try to play another game, but my heart can't take it. I try to find another boy but all the while. I can't face it! Why do I ,miss you so much? I wanna stop this hurt inside. Oh, baby please. GIVE US ONE MORE TRYY! Baby come back! I see you out with all your friends, laughing it out as you pretend. To have a good time, I know cause i'm living the same life. 

So one of us has got to say, we can't keep living on this same way! So I'll be the one... yeah I'll say it, I'll say it, I'll say it again! Baby come back! Baby come back to me! In my heart I still believe, we were meant to be, together for whatever it takes! Baby come back to me, I should've never set you free! My Chaseie! Love, love, love, love.!

I wanna call but then I stall, cause after all I just couldn't take it. Cause if your game was to push me away, you know that day. My heart you'd break it! I know were making mistakes, can't stop your FOOLISH PRIDE! Just come back to me... Let's try. Let's try. Let's try it agai-'

  "Really? Chasie?" I heard Dallas' sickening voice mock me. "Were you spying on me?" I slur taking a vicious step towards him. "No I wasn't spying."  He scoffs. "I was coming to check on my bestfriend... you've been drinking everday non-stop and your grades are dropping! You have a D in two classes!"

"Thanks for your concern, mom. But I am perrrfectly, um. fine. My grades are spptacular." I slur waving the Jack Daniels in my hand around and spilling some on the floor. "Isn't that a man's drink?" Dallas asks trying to pry the bottle from my hands. I growl at him. "Don't mess with Jack! Hey, hey, you know what? Logan, he's really hot, he's Chase's Beta. He was telling me that women couldn't do the things he did and then I beat him up!" I say happily.

  "Then Ch-Chase and I fought, and I rejected him. I fucking REJECTED HIM! That's why he hasn't spoken to me in three weeks!. I'm like a disease or something. Dal, you don't have to join my pity party... go on with KoKo." I look down at my hands. Then I feel his warm embrace. "You listen to me, Lee Anne. You are going to go in that bathroom and clean yourself up. You are going to clean up this hell hole of a room and go back to your regular OCD self. You are going to get sexy, and come to this party with Dakota and I tonight, OKAY?" he asks and I can tell if he was an Alpha I would be scared. "Well, when you put it like that... no." I cross my arms and sit on my pillow. "What if Chase is there?" 

  I ask suddenly nervous. "He's going to be there Paris." He says pointedly and crossing his arms.  "WHAT!? Then, no I'm not going." I say giving up and sitting back on my bed. "You have to talk to him eventually Paris."

    And even though I don't want to hear it, I know he's right.  So I suck it up and put on my big girl undies. Not really, I put on red lace undies... and a matching bra. But that's not here nor there.

   Once I'm done getting ready, I think I look good. "You look, hot ." Dallas says standing behind m as I stare in the mirror. "I try, Dal. I try... hey, you know those pills you gave me really worked? I don't feel drunk anymore at all & I don't have a hangover. I feel more alert actually." I say pulling up my pants a little. 

   My outfit is really cute. I'm wearing a white fitted crop-top, with some dark blue jeans and red stilettos. I have a few silver necklaces and hoop earrings. My hair is down and I died a portion of it like a goldish blonde color. I'm going to die it completely blonde in a few days. Once I decide I looked good Dallas and I headed downstairs to say goodbye to my dad. 

  "I don't like it." My dad says crossing his arms and shaking his head in disapproval. "Of course you don't dad. But this is what I'm wearing. It's my decision and I'm not changing." I said crossing my arms as well.  "Since when did you become so...defiant...Is it since you met him?" He asks which with disgust and it completely stuns me. I pretty sure Dallas is shocked to by the way his jaw dropped. "DAD! You OBVIOUSLY don't know me! I have ALWAYS been defiant! Every Alpha in the states knows that! And I've known Chase for forever now... I'm still the same me." I say as if it's the most obvious thing in the world.