Only You(BWWM)

Chapter 11- Starting Over

CHASE'S POV

I saw everything. I don't know how hell, I don't even know what the hell just happened. One moment I'm nearly breaking down from her pain, and the next she's telling me to drink her blood. It's funny actually, Logan still couldn't beat her. She almost had him in her human form, really. When her wolf cried out, my wolf wanted me to murder Logan then and there, but I knew better.

I also saw her days back to when Jace was 'dead'. She was torn. You could never tell at school, though. She always looked good to me. "Chase, I don't know if we should. He banned me from the pack, i'm a rogue. And you spat that at me! You said that you don't tolerate rogues. What the fuck do you mean, i'm your

girlfriend!" She rambled on and on. My eyebrows flew up at the last statement. "Girlfriend?"

Her mouth began flopping open and closed as she tried to find the words to say. "I me-ean, ugh friend. Who's a girl. That's a mate." She jumbled over her words. "Do you want to be my girlfriend, Paris?" I asked her with a slight smirk on my face.

"Back to what I was saying, I can't go back. I can't go to your pack either, they'll hate me for beating them up, for disobeying you, and for suspecting me of killing their Luna. I can't go there." She changed the subject.

"I am their Alpha and they will respect my wishes. As their Luna, they will respect yours as well."

"That's the thing Chase, respect is earned, not given. I want to earn their respect and I can't do that by just marching into their homes and making demands." She was so cute when she tried to be tough. "As you wish, but we can't work things out if you're not here to even begin with." I said turning the corner towards I-75.

"Chase, I really don't know. What if you get upset again and try to throw me out. I'm not going to keep going through that. And when you get upset, you tell your Beta that he has permission to hit me!?" Her voice began rising. "I'm a big girl, and I can handle it! What I can't handle, is being attacked because of strict orders by my mate!" She full on yelled.

I felt like shit. I know that I shouldn't have commanded my pack after her. I was being a shitty mate, but you would too if you suspected someone of killing your parent. I didn't say anything in response. I could still hear her thoughts.

He's a fucking idiot! And to think that maybe, maybe I could give him another chance. Then he accuses me of killing the woman who was a second mother to me! I'm gonna kill him, yep in his sleep.
No, I'll do it now, but how will I save myself?

She got this sinister look in her eyes as she slowly turned to look at me. 'I can't do it. Look at how sexy he is. I wonder how he looks without that shirt... Ugh! Now i'm perving over him. I am so bipolar. Bipolar meaning two personalities, no that's multiple personality disorder. I could have that. No, I have a wolf, who I talk to you dipshit.

Your talking to yourself.

Ugh, no, I'm not I'm talking to you.

Stop you're confusing me,
No you're confusing me

WERE THE SAME PERSON!

NO WER-

I stopped listening. It was funny, though, she actually might be crazy. "Where's Jace?" She asked suddenly. I was actually a little startled by it. "He ugh, I can't tell you." She surprised me by nodding her head. I knew that she wasn't done though.

We sat in silence. I tried to listen to her thoughts but they were silent.

'Chase get back to the house, now! You need to see this.' My dad roared through our mindlink. I immediatly sped up the car due to the urgency in his voice. "Chase, why are we going so fast slow down!" Paris squealed throwing on her seatbelt.