Shivaay POV
When I was around 8 years old I figured out that I had no importance in My Mother's life except as a ladder for her to climb
That had been my first heartbreak!As a child I went to my Dadi slept on her lap and cried devastated!
My second heartbreak was when Tia left me!
In both cases I remember the pain and heartbreak that was inflicted but mostly what had frightened me was the fear I felt
The fear of being not loved by My Mother and Wife nearly crippled me!"Was the something about me that made them hate him!"I once thought to myself
But with the love and support from mostly My Dadi and Omru I silenced the voices in my head but doubt was still the there,a little hate for women was still here
Until I met her!
A women who loved her son without expecting anything in return!
A women who loved all of me!Not because of my money,class or statues but because she choose me,just Shivaay ,to love and honor
In the instant I realise who she was to me!The possibility I could find with her I offered myself wholly to her and she did the same
In the months since I have known Anika and Arnav I have experienced such joy and contentment its undescribable
Until a phone call shattered that joy and that contentment!
One phone showed me what I thought was heartbreak before was nothing compared to the devastation I was feeling now
"Hurry up!" Omkara shouted at the driver as he sat at the back with me holding my hand
I wasn't numb,or angry I was just in pain!
A few minutes before I found out about what happened I was anxious, I knew something was wrong but I had no idea what....I had called Anika over and over again but she didn't answer
But the second I heard what had happened i became paralyzed with fear and pain,flashbacks of the moments we have had with each other playing in my head
"She will be just fine Shivaay, you know how stubborn she is!" Omkara said trying to comfort me
"But he was right My Anika was stubborn...she loved me and she will never leaves the people she loves behind!"I though to myself I felt a jolt go throw me, HOPE!She is going to be okay
I flew out my car door the moment it stopped,anxious to see My Anika
It was when I saw her Gauri Sharma standing in one of the doors covered in blood that my heart sank ," Where is she?!"I said to her,fear beating like a drum inside me
"Mr Oberoi....I..I......"
"Where?"I screamed at her I have no time for other peoples fear or sorrow right now
She pointed to a door right opposite us and we watched as a doctor stepped out
"Doctor how my wife!?" I asked immediately standing in front of him
"Are you Mr Oberoi?!" He asked looking at me than at Gauri sharma I nodded and asked again,"How is she?"
"We are taking her to Operation Room now,but your wife's in critical condition Mr Oberoi....
...from my initial examination she looks like she broke both her legs ,broke some ribs,bruised her spine and has a severe head injury!" The doctor told me,his words creating a big wound in my heart at the pain and suffering that My Anika is experiencing
