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Once we got back from the haunted house, we all split in different cars.
I was in the car with Hoseok and Taehyung. He was dropping us off.
Once we got to the house, Taehyung said thanks for the ride and got out.
I on the other hand waited for him to get out of the car to leave Hoseok and i alone.
"Want me to walk you to the door?" He asked sweetly, assuming thats why im still waiting.
"Actually, Hoseok i need to tell you something." I quietly said, freaking out on the inside.
I looked at him, seeing his worried yet confused face.
"First of all, Hoseok you are honestly so amazing i dont think anyone is as amazing as you." Except Jimin.
"I feel the same about you y/n." He said cutting me off.
"I actually .." He grabbed my hands holding them in his, staring into my eyes. His eyes were so glossy, so sparkly.
"Y/n you mean the world to me.. I never knew it was possible for me to ever feel this way for someone, but being with you has been extraordinary.." He paused before finding the courage to speak.
"I love you y/n" those words.. those words that anyone would be happy to hear from there boyfriend or girlfriend. They made me feel something, just not the good something.
Here i was trying to tell Hoseok i cheated on him but Hoseok had to ruin the timing of it by his words.
Oh how i wish i loved him. Hoseok is such an incredible guy, its impossible to find anyone like him. He was made to be the perfect boyfriend.
"Ive known ive loved you for awhile now, but i didnt realise how much until i thought i lost you in the hau-" i couldnt hear his words without feeling like the worst person on earth.
"I kissed Jimin." Hoseok stopped talking. He was silenced.
"Well, he kissed me.. I just didnt stop him." I felt ashamed, embarrased, terrible. I didnt want to look up at him, i just continued to look down at my hands.
That is until i worked up the courage to look up at him.
He was staring down at his steering wheel, not looking up at me.
It was silent for awhile until he broke the silence.
"Im not going to get angry with you, because that wont solve anything." I just listened.
"Y/n i meant what i said, i love you, and im not sure if what im about to say is a good option but its because i love you that im willing to let it go." he was so sweet, i didnt deserve him.
"I know you and Jimin have this thing that no one understands, but i cant say i didnt at least try to keep you as mine if i don't try. The fact that you were honest with me the same night it happened makes me feel... relieved but pained, but if your willing to put it in the past.. im all in." He reached for my hands once more, i smiled.
This boy was way to good for me.
"Im all in." I agreed with him, and he had the biggest smile.
He leaned in kissing me gently but passionate.
This boy, this incredible boy, was mine. I cant let anything get in between us, nothing.
Because I want to love this boy.
I want to love Hoseok.
Even if that meant I needed to stay away from Jimin, the one i already love.
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After Hoseok had left i went to my room, showering and smiling..
Hoseok had told me about a million times that he loved me in the car.
With every kiss he planted on me, he said I love you.
Why am i stressing over Jimin when i have someone already so special.
Once i got out of the shower, i decided to watch a movie.
It was around 1 in the morning so id just fall asleep during the movie.
As i was watching the movie, my phone was lighting up.
I went to check and saw the caller ID.
Jimin.
I didnt answer the call, which made him call again.
He called about 9 times, finally i picked up.
"What do you want Jimin?" I asked annoyingly.
"I want you." His words sounded broken, it sounded like he was crying.
"Jimin, are you crying?"
"Whats it to you? You ratted us out to Hoseok, why?" he started to cry once again, but isnt he the one that called?
"Because he's my boyfriend, and i dont want anything breaking us up." I felt guilty knowing how Jimin felt for me, and telling him this was a bit awkward.
"You dont want to be with me?" He asked, voice shakey. I was hesitant before speaking.
"No, i dont. I want to be Hoseok." It was silent. I heard nothing coming from the other side of the phone.
"Hello?" I asked, not knowing where Jimin went.
"Are we done? For good?" I know that i love Jimin, but i cant keep being reeled back in, i need to move on.
"Yes Jimin, were done... for good." Again, it was silent. That is until i heard the call hang up.
I had to do the right thing. Even if that meant, telling the boy i love we're done for good.
I cant have these mishaps with Jimin anymore, or the one on one days with him. I needed to get over him if i wanted a future with Hoseok.
Hoseok is who i should be with, not Jimin.
At least i hope so.
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~ Taylor 💞
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