promise | jimin ✓

Is It Because Of Jimin?

As we headed back to camp, Jimin was able to feel my nervousness. So he grab hold of my hand, assuring me that ill be okay.

Once we got back to camp, Taehyung was first to notice us.

"Y/n!" He ran up to me spinning me around in his arms.

Everyone else noticed us, rushing up to Jimin and I.

"Oh my god are you okay? You shouldn't have ran off! You scared the shit out of me!" Taehyung hugged me tightly.

"Taehyung i can-nt breathe!" I tried to say.

"Oh sorry" he said letting go, smiling.

Jungkook came up to me, hugging me tightly also.

"Im sorry i pushed you away, and said what i said." He shook away my words.

"Dont say sorry, i need to learn how to let your boyfriend chase after you since i no longer am." He laughed.

"No, your not, but your some thing better. Your my best friend whom i love for always being there for me." I said cauing Kook to smile and hug me even tighter. I laughed finally breaking the hug apart.

"Uh speaking of 'my boyfriend'..." I looked behind Jungkook to see him sitting, staring in our direction not to happily.

"Ill be right back." Catching Yoongis upsetting glare towards me as he walked with Yoongi to the table thats set up.

"Hoseok." He just looked at me with a confused angry look.

"Did you know running off in that direction that you would find Jimin? Is that why you ran off?" He said angrily.

"No, i ran off because i just couldnt stand there listening to everything Yoongi was saying." Hoseok laughed but not in a good way.

"You came back here holding Jimins hand, maybe Yoongi was right. Your really just playing us. Playing me, im just to blind to see it." He let out, kind of shouting now, earning looks from the boys.

"Hoseok, stop please. Dont let him get to you." I begged him, grabbing his hand in mine.

He yanked his hand away, looking at me like he just wanted to get rid of me.

"Yoongi had a huge point, your just here to play with our hearts for pleasure, you dont think about anyone elses heart or happiness besides your own!" This time he stood up, yelling at me.

I also stood up, getting in his face.

"Thats most definitely not what is going on! And you know that!" Yoongi joined the conversation, speaking after i yelled.

"Oh shut up y/n, your just upset that everyone is starting to finally see how you really are, you shouldn't have even come on this trip." Yoongi said, butting in Hoseoks and i conversaion.

"Yoongi, calm down, dont talk to her like that!" Jimin yelled, moving away from the other boys.

"Oh so now your defending my girlfriend?" Hoseok yelled, walking up to Jimin as he did so to.

"Someome has too since you never do. Its always Jungkook doing it since someone here doesn't have a pair of balls to do it himself!" Jimin shouted getting in Jimins face.

Yoongi tried holding Jimin back, telling him that fighting Hoseok because of me wasnt even worth it.

"What the hell are you saying? Shes worth everything!" Jimin pushed off Yoongi, causing him to fall back.

"Jimin, dont you think that if she wanted you, she'd already be with you!?" Hoseok shouted

Jimin shook his head trying fight back his fighting urge.

He looked up at me, who was crying from how much trouble ive caused.

Jimins face softened, still angry though.

He looked up at Hoseok.

"Im not going to fight you.. but you have a great girl here, who's actually with you. One of a kind, so dont screw it up." Jimin said, walking away to his tent and zipping it back up.

Hoseok was silent, as for Yoongi who was pissed that he had been thrown on the ground.

"All i do for that fucker is help him and do what is best for him and he throws me around like that, well fuck you Jimin!" Yoongi shouted cleaning off his pants and heading off into his tent.

I looked over at Jungkook and the others, still standing waiting to see whats going to happen next.

Jungkook saw me looking and he looked away hesitantly, not knowing what to do. So he also went to his tent.

Jin and Namjoon didnt think it was a good idea to stick around so they went to clean the dinner mess from earlier, avoiding the tention between Hoseok and I.

And as for Taehyung, he walked over to us.

"Your not acting like the great guy i thought I knew, so grow up already." Was what he said before leaning down and kissing my forehead.

"Come and sleep in my tent okay?" He said, and i nodded. He then walked off, helping Jin and Namjoom clean up so they can hurry up and leave us alone to talk.

Once they were done, it was just Hoseok and I.

"If you dont speak, im going to bed." He said, still slightly angry.

"Why me? Your the one that started coming at me with your dumb remarks." I shot back

"Oh so now your calling me dumb?" He turned to me feeling angry again.

"I didnt call you angry, i said your remarks were." I rolled my eyes, not knowing if i wanted to put up with this.

"Look, im sorry for saying what i said. I shouldn't have said anything like that, i should have given you a chance to talk." He said.

"I accept your apology, and im also sorry for being a bad girlfriend." He squinted his eyes in confusion.

"Your not a bad girlfriend, i just need to learn not to let others words get to me. Your amazing, and im extremely sorry." He said, grabbing hold of my hand.

"Hoseok, i dont think i can be with you." He moved his hands away from mine.

"Is it because of Jimin?" He said, you could hear the annoyed tone in his voice.

"Actually, no but he did make me see the reason why we're not right for each other." This time, he looked really confused.

"What do you mean, how?" He asked.

"If this relationship continues, im going to have to worry about you always letting others control what you think of me, and i rather be with someone that sees me and doesnt see a girl who is just playing with there heart and just toying everyone around them. I dont want to be with someone who doesn't trust me, and that includes you." I said, he didnt know what to say so i continued talking.

"Hoseok, your a great guy but not the right guy for me and im not doing just to (i put my fingers up in quotations) to go toy around with one of the other boys. Im doing this that way i can stop hurting you." He just got up and looked at me with a hurt expression.

"I understand. Just know i love you and im happy to have had a chance with someone so great. Um so goodnight." He said and quickly walked off to his tent.

I felt terrible but i think that this time, i did the right thing.

I just hope the friendships that have been shattered tonight can be fixed.

Soon.

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~ Taylor 💞
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