You and Him

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'I can't help but think what if him and i didn't meet?'

'It would be weird for sure, no quick fucks, no brake up, no sticking by each other, and most of all no loving each other.'

'The first time i met him was because of Mandy, if I fucked her that night, i wouldn't have had him'

'It's a weid thought, i wouldn't have stood up to him, he wouldn't have came out to his dad if it wasn't for me'

'I wouldn't of stopped fucking Kash, i have to admit it, now that im older, its a bit weird i was fucking him, he's older then me and he has a wife and kids'

"I wouldn't have broken his heart if we didn't met but i think it was good for both of us that we met'

'We helped each other grow and be who we are"

'I love him still to this day, but i had to let him go, plus if i didn't meet him i wouldn't have met him again in jail, which im gonna say isn't my finest moment.'

'But all of this happened and do i regret it? Not one bit.'

'But if i didnt meet him, would he have a kid or would he be married to her?'

'Would he be nicer or ruder than before? Probably the second one'

'Why must i think about him?'

'Why on this day?'

'I'm suppose to be happy today of all days'

'But as soon as a see him, I new i couldn't marry someone else'

'I needed him, in all ways possible'

'But the question was, does he want me too?'

'I got my answer as soon as a walked off the alter saying i couldn't do this to myself or you'

'People looked at me with crazy eyes, i think they thought i was crazy about you, i mean i am but the someone drives me crazier than you'

'Im sorry i couldn't marry you but he was my one and only and i should have known that, i shouldn't have gotten involved with you if i knew my heart was with him'

'As i walked to him, i dont turn back, i keep walking to him to my future, and as i reach him, i dont regret kissing him off guard'

'But as we finish kissing i turn back to you, as see you were smiling at me like we never had those 4 years together'

'I'll always remember you, i loved you i really did but i loved him more. And i apologize for draging you alone, just because i didn't have him,

'Thanks to you im super happy with him and its all because of what you said'

'You said to me once "I'll never be anger or mad at you in anyway if you follow your heart, I know that you're not all here but im not all here either so please if you aren't as happy with me as you are with someone else, go to them but please do me a favor and tell me first."'

'Because of your words I had the courage to do what i did, i thank you for being there for me when he wasn't, and i also want you to know I'm here for you when you need me'

'Thank you for being an amazing friend, and i really don't want you to go but follow your dreams and travel the world'

'Goodbye you, i hope i see you soon, and hello him, im glad to see you again, Mickey.'

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